What life is all about according to ME

double audit associate 2

2012-01-16T09:33:00.000-08:00

why ouhh why ... aknku menjadi gila ... tetibe je boss kena release atiqah from job nie ... tidakkkk ... will update this entry after know what happen after peak ~

2012

2012-01-03T03:10:00.000-08:00

new year ... I know ari tue da awal thn for islam calendar ... now is new year in this world calendar ... haha ... da melalut2 ... hope this year I will 'rajin' updating my blog ... haha ... I wish ... this year I will have to deal more and more work ... currently my workload not keep decreasing but keep increasing day by day ... I already have three companies in hand and one of the companies is listed companies which have a lot of subsidiaries ... peak period is around the corner ... with Atiqah, Diana and Rizal and new team member Villasini to complete it ... haha

this year I which I can balance more of my time for study, work, family and friends ... I hope I can go for my holiday and enjoy it every second of it ... last year I went to Singapore ... how this year can go somewhere too ... just wait and see ... hehe ...

I really tempted to buy new phone whether Iphone or android but sometime I think I don't need it since I have Ipad ... but still all my best friend using Iphone ... yup, I'm the one who currently working but they get to change the Iphone ... haish ... well, I guess I just save the money to buy better handphone in the future ... owh ya, wish to buy the car too ... (tamak gle nak beli macam2) ...

I hope I will learn a lot since (hopefully) next year I already going to handle tougher job ...

reality check

2011-11-07T07:48:00.000-08:00

ok, now after having fun with my holiday ... it's time for reality to kick back in ... owh god ... I have to focus back to my work and also my study which is very soon going bug me ... will be posting entry regarding Singapore ... soon ... but don't know when ... I'm lucky IF I got the time to do it ... hahaha ...

netball team EY 2011

2011-10-29T08:28:00.000-07:00

Some of my friends might know that I had enter netball tournament last week and yes we lose to KMPG and also PWC ... they both were very strong team too ... the thought of losing still haunted us maybe not to the whole team but to me I still am ... haha ... the 'talk' atiqah and I will talk on the way to our client every day ... btw,atiqah is our best player ... :p

we have our dinner at Delicious at Bangsar village last Thursday night ... the day that we suppose to go semi final ... lol ... the topic is also about losing the game and talk about other player aka gossiping ... haha ...

my comment about why actually we lose the game is because (macam buat AR plak) the grouping we have is consists of very strong team while other court well not to say weak but I think we have better chance to go to semi final IF we in that team ... other reason we lose because we don't have that chemistry among our teammate ... don't feel connected to each other ... well, as we all know audit firm turnover is very high ... so, every year have new player ... but this year, the team consists of three A1 (and also A2) maybe four year together at EY will create the chemistry thing ... haha ...

this is some picture that manage to capture during the dinner at Delicious ... also have been posted at facebook ...

Song for cik ya

2011-09-17T05:30:00.001-07:00

Dikala stress belajar utk exam ACCA and also PMR for Izlyn, kitorg create lagu for our beloved aunty ... hope die xmara ...

Original song from zee azi ~ kantoi

Semalam u kata u pegi siptal,
U kata u xjmp dgn sesape,
Tp bila I smp n dpt berita,
Lg la I gelak gila.

So I drove my car pegi damansara,
abang kata maybe u dkat sekolah,
Tp bila I smp u xada,
Lg la I curious gila.

Sudah la Cik Ya I don't believe u,
I've always known that your words were never true,
Why do I trust u,I pon xtau,
Smp bila pon xnk ngaku.

So I guess that's the end of your drama,
sampai bila pon u xngaku2,
Tapi last last kita dpt tau she was lying too,
With the abangs and lileen - gedeeeek~

ramadan and keje

2011-08-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

sbnarnye ada benda pon nk tulis tp cam sj nk type2 ... kecewa xdpt nk type gne IPAD ... so, main gne keyboard co pon jd la ... haha

nie first time ramadan smbl keje ... surprisingly, xde la pnt ... ngantuk tue ada la sikit2 ... maybe sbb tgh buat rushing job kot .. sbb tue la cam xrs pnt ... first 2 week bkk pose kt umah ... tp lps2 tue buka pose kt office xpon kt client ... buka dgn chipmore pon bleh .. haha ... nk wat camne ... tgh busy ... huhu ...

freezing friday

2011-08-18T22:50:00.000-07:00

dear Friday ... such a cool day and quiet day ... I'm in the crowd full off people aka my collegues but still I sit by the corner alone with my earphone listen to all song while doing work ... then while bored read some of my friend blogs and notice how much I missing updating bout them ... some I really worried what they become but I know i have no right to stop them to live their life ... I kinda MIA for sometimes due to my workload and now part time ACCA ... not that I'm complaining but I kinda loss in my own world that only see work work and work ... not that I try to be with my friend but during my free time I need to have a little break for myself such as watching online movie and mostly SLEEP ... yeah, that what I'm laking of now ... haha ... what to do ... I choose this kind of world ... so, I have too ... one of my friend said, I never change ... still busy and busy ... workaholic? I don't think so ... if I am, I'm not blogging rite now ... hahaha ... deep in my heart, I scare that I cannot be to next step ... so many things to know so many new stuff ... IFRS, IAS, form to fill, procedure to follow ... ahh, I don't know ... soon, I will have junior that going to ask question that going to be difficult to answer ... hayaa, life getting difficult ...

bck to the topic of my friends ... so many things happen that I scared that I also don't know ... I kinda worried but what can I do? to them, I an outsider ... I'm not the place they referr anymore for advice or share story simply because I'm not there when they need me ... just a loser I am ... so, now I have no say ... just gossip with the rest of my friend to know their story ... haha ... to all my friend that I have lose contact and also to friend that purposely don't wanna contact me aka hate me ... hope all of you are doing fine and do feel free to msg me ... gonna catch up for lose time ...

I also don't know what the purpose of this entry ... you can say dat I'm bored doing the consol but cannot tie ... haish ... confuse also ... I can feel the atmosfera that they also no mood today ... is friday ... but all pretend busy ... if anyone see me, they'll know that I don;t busy with my work coz I'm typing so fast ... even writing anatical review is not this fast ... haha ... or am I busy chating? other half and hour I'll we leave this building ...

kelebihan keja di hari wesak

2011-05-17T02:32:00.001-07:00

1) no jam

2) not so crowded in office

3) casual wear meaning jean is acceptable

4) can come as late as 11am

5) no berebut using the printer

6) writing blog

7) can sleep in the pantry without anyone notice

8) playing game for a moment

9) longer lunch break

AND da besh of all

10) SUMMON from mr policeman (dengki la tue kena keje wesak day. ak pon kena gak keje) sobbing2 ... can I claim this from my Client? muahaha

ABPBH 2011 and Genting

2011-04-10T07:06:00.000-07:00

3 April 2011 ... setelah berapa lme gle xg Genting and also teringin nk g Genting, akhirnye tercapai gak ... g sana dgn dua tujuan sbb nk g tgk anugerah bintang popular berita harian and also the theme park ... dpt tiket from my uncle ... mle2 die bg 10 tiket tp cam ssh je nk cr sape lg g so akhirnye g dgn Zaim, Lileen and Syimi ...

hmm, grak kol 11 sbb tggu Zaim ada test that day and tggu Lileen g pameran apetah psl weddingnye stuff ... then mkn tgh hari kt McD Genting Sempah ... slalu g sne Drive tru je ... first time mkn kt situ ... hohoho ...

then truskan perjalanan kt atas bukit yg pening nk mampus tue ... da la br lps makan ... sabor je r ... smp sne around 2.45pm ... checkin hotel kol 3 tp da leh amik num ... cuak gak masa nak check tue ... sbb diorg xjmp num reserve tue ... ada cerita sikit sbalik tue ... setgh2 org je tau ... then nasib ada ... num tyme tue 0508 ... num kt kitorg 0643!!! whaaattt?!!!!? merempat la kitorg kt situ ... nk g mne2 pon krg terlps num ... tggu tepi tiang bbrp minit ... 30 minit lbh2 then dpt gak la check in ... bilik die not bad ... kecik tp ok la ... nk tido je pon ...

then lps tue jln2 jap gcari Arena tue ... jln punya la jauh tp rupenye ada jln shortcut ... hahaha ... then balik bilik siap2 ...

then pas2 g lps Magrib ... da rmai da g ... xtau la mne diorg solat :p ... tgk artis2 lalu red carpet (tp carpet warna biru ... hmmm) ... pas2 ajk diorg masuk ... krg xpasal2 dok tmpt xbesh ... pas2 dok kt tmpt yg cam tepi2 ... yg xbeshnye skrin g letak kt dpn utk org tgh ... diorg da xpyh da la skrin ... stage da dpn mata kot ... pas2 ada satu bapok nie ... kelakar gle ... asyik2 g toilet ... tiap2 kali iklan ... da la pkai rambu2 kt kepala then pkai dress tuuuu ... hahaha ... ada pic die tp sian plak nk letak kt sini ...

then lps abis tue, nk balik ... berebut2 gak r ... ak cam tggu jap tp lileen n syimi da ilang kluar da ... suddenly ada call ... ayoh teh call tye kt ne ... then ckp r kt ne ... die srh trn kt artis2 tue ... yippee ... call lileen srh trn skali ... die kn masuk blk ... g la amik dgn ayoh teh dl ... then pas2 dpt amik dgn artis2 len ... xrmai pon tp bleh la ... hoho ... byk artis da blk da ...

then, balik tue smua da kelaparan ... konon2 nk makan megi tp syimi g beli nasi lemak ... late dinner ... hahaha ... ak n zaim je makan megi ... then smua tido ... kol 2 lbh gak r ...

4 April 2011 ... bgn nk g breakfast ... konon nk g breakfast kol 7.30 tp kol 8 br g mandi ... hahaha ... mkn kenyang2 then check out ... nasib xyah bratur panjang nk mampus lg ... then g theme park ... have fun gak r ... yg kelakar part men benda yg kn gne token tue ... zaim n syimi xmng pape pon ... ak n lileen je dpt ... hak3 ... then, dlm kol 12 lbh grak blk ... ak n zaim tido je kt blakang ... perjalanan balik lg png dr naik ... haha ... bgn2 da kt sekolah nak amik cik ya ... masa tue da kol 3 ...

picture len leh tgk kt FB ek ... xlrt nk tekan satu2 ... hahaha

Kisah exuberance

2011-03-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

Exuberance ~ official magazine for AFTAS or bdk2 fast track ... diilhamkan oleh Afiq Akmar pada thn 2007 ... da masih lg wujud smp sekrg ... huhu ... dari 22 page sekrg da jd 26 ... haha ... bunyi cam tebal je ... basically cte pasal ape AFTAS buat sepanjang thn tue ... sethn skali je buku nie ... biasa yg handle bdk2 multimedia AFTAS and xkisah la spe2 nak join ... janji AFTAS ...

first edition 2007

mcm ckp kt atas mle2 idea tue xtau la dr sape tp msa tue br join je AFTAS under president Megat ... xterlibat pon dgn exuberance nie ... tau2 da ada ... yg tau masa tue Azryl slalu bz je nak make sure benda nie publish ...

second edition 2008

editornye still Afiq ... tp da nipis sikit ... 19 pages ... still mengekalkan design huruf x ... cover da up grade sikit ... huhu ...

third edition 2009

editor is miss Reen ... tyme nie br join exuberance team ... tolong benda2 admin je ... nak mengarang xpandai ... hahaha ... 3rd edition membawa kelainan oleh Shafiq ... mostly background berlatarkan putih and pic byk dr words ... lg pon tyme tue ms batch kitorg yg majority jd committee ... so, pic byk ...

fourth edition 2010

editor mle2 shafiq ... tp sbb shafiq nak jd pilot, tukar kepada Mr Farhan Nazmee ... byk gak halangan nak wat benda nie sbb sumber pic xbyk ... sbb tue cam lmt sikit gerak ... kalinye byk tulisan ... haha ... I'm the publishing manager yg memastikan smua artikel da summit kt amir hamzah, yg pastikan bdk puncak da anta pic and pastikan buku nie tercetak ... da lmt gle buku nie siap ... siut je ... dari bln 12 anta semlm br dpt ... hoho ... tp syukur akhirnye da siap :)

so, harapan kat Ajim, hope lps nie still ada exuberance ... tgk cam multimedia kali nie mantap ... hehehe

EGM Plus 2011

2011-03-04T07:38:00.000-08:00

an interesting event ... 23 February 2011 ... I'm there being the scrutineer ... cam org yg kire2 vote smua tue ...

mle2 dtg (kol 7 pg ... wuwuwu ... da la blk semlm kol 12 malam) ... breakfast dl ... mkn nasi lemak ... biasa2 je ... then kn jd mcm pak guard kt blakang registra tgk btol ke x diorg key in ... ngantuk seh ... diorg dpt sticker after reg ... sticker2 yg ak curi kt bwh nie ...

xtau la spe yg dpt sticker nie ... kitorg xdpt pon sticker nie ... huhu

nie of course la shareholder yg dpt ... huhu

proxy yg present the shareholder yg xdpt dtg

then diorg start la meeting ... ada dua reso ... ordinary and special reso (yeke) haha ... reso nak jual share yg need 50% undi and satu lg ape nak wat dgn duit tue ... bg shareholdetr blk or bg kt Plus smua profit ... 75% vote needed ... konon2 nak blaja utk money laundering ... tp cam dgr aunty2 and uncle2 mostly Chinese berdebat, trus je cam xjd blaja ... haha ... seronok dgr diorg argue ... kadang2 ada btolnye ... kadang2 cam xptt ... huhu ...

masa ordinary tue cam gado2 gak la ... minority xnk jual coz diorg ckp cam diorg cam dpt dividen smua ok ... then nak vote of hand ... walaupon tau kalah tp nak vote tue coz maybe diorg nak tunjuk betapa diorg xsetuju ... then ada conflick cikit tyme ckp vote hand tue and majority minority shareholder kluar dr situ ... pas2 masa kre vote by poll tue 99% vote for ... mmg klau diorg ada pon mmg da kalah la kirenye ... huhuhu ...

then masa pasal profit tue mmg 100% ... xkan la xde spe nak profit plakkn ... huhu ...

tue first tyme tgk EGM cane ... interesting gak r ... huhu ... more info leh tgk kt website nie :http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/business/article/plus-shareholders-walk-out-of-egm/

random (cont'd)

2011-02-26T17:09:00.000-08:00

remember x ari tu random yg sedey2 xtertentu psl? but now da hepi blk! yeah. y? sbb akhirnye da lulus ... hehe ... lulus ape ek?

yeeeeaaaaahhhhh ... yippie ... satu kepuasan da lps benda nie ... berbulan2 bermain di pikiran ... boleh concentrate back to my work yg bertimbun2 bknye tue ... aiseh men ... ACAMS nie satu cert about money laundering ... kelas xbyk pon ... ada brp kali je ... uitm yg sponsor everything ... just go and attend class je ...

start kelas bln Dec ... tp xigt plak brp exact date ... mls gak nk cr ... participants dlm 25 org cam2 ... and also 5 org lecturers ... tenaga pengajar from hong kong and one from Malaysia ... kire cam wakil melaysia la tue ... Ms Hue Dang and Mr Aaron ... blaja hari sabtu ... ngantuk teramat ... kelas dari kol 9 smp 5 ptg ... lme gle ... then malam dpt assignment yg kena anta malam tue before kol 12 malam ... byk gle kot ... then bukan check pon ... cis3 ... soknye kelas smp tgh hari je ... ok la sikit ...

then dlm pertghan bln Dec tue ada cam kena dgr conference ... kt menara SSM ... Nur yg igtkn ... hahaha ... bleh x ... yg pastinye ngantuk gak la dgr and xdgr sgt pon :p ... then cam ptg tue ada ceramah org putih yg bg ... br semanagat nk dgr tetime mic and slide show trus rosak ... cissss dan cisss ... tp die dgn ketalnye terus gak la bg speech ... then, ak plak sambung men Ipod Prof ... hak3 ... blk dlm kol 5 kot ... rsnye ... haha ...

then bln 1 kot rsnye ada revision klass ... recap je ape yg da belaja ... sampai kol 5 ke 4 cam2 ... revision die mle2 tye pape je soalan yg kt xtau then die explain ... then before lunch, pecah ikut group yg die setkan dgn sbt num ... then bg soalan srh jwb then kn present! tidaaaakkk ... then terpkasa dgn xrelanye ... ak gak jd mangsa jawab soalan yg byk ... sedey2 ... tp xde ... present smbl baca ... tp cam gagap plak ... nervous da lme xpresent plak ... :p

then ujung bln satu ada Mock test 1 ... klau xsilap la bln satu ... and dgn beraninye xbaca pape g exam ... igtkan objective je ... amik ko dgn subjective ... tp kagum gak la ada soalan subjective leh jwb ... nie smua disbbkan jasa revision kelas tue ...

then semggu before exam ada 2nd mock test ... nie cam blaja gak la sikit2 .... and result pon cam nek la walaupon tetap fail ... passing marks die 75% ... ak dpt 66% je ... huhu ...

19 February 2010 adalah tarikh yg cam sangat menakutkan ... malam seblom tue pon cam ssh nak tido ... tp tido gak sbb cam xtau nak baca sbb smua pon xtau ... hahaha ... then sok awl gak la smp dlm kol 8.30 ... exam kol 9.30 pagi ... then masuk pon cam gelak2 ... then masa nak amik exam tue ada beberap com yg terhang sbb system down ... ak n didy je yg xhang and leh continue ... yg len g lepak2 mkn kt luar ... and delay 1 hours ... then tggu gak smp btol2 abis masa then result trus kluar ... dpt 56% je ... masa tue xtau la nak rasa ape ... sedey gak r ... down sementara xterkata ... sob3x ... puan pon cam byk kali gak la ckp nak repeat x nnt cam die tye UiTM whether leh xsponsor ...

then ari isnin puan tye nak x tp kena la byr sendiri ... adoiya ... lps pkr2 (tp leh pkr dlm masa yg terdekat je coz deadline bg jwpn tgh hari tue) ... ak repeat la gak ... TAPI kena byr US$250 ... ye, US$250 ...

convert la sendiri ye ... tue la UiTM da sponsor smp RM5000 g fail spe srh ... then cam Aaron kata die bg discount US$200 je ... tye ayoh smua camne ok x ... die kata ok je tp kena r study ...

then lps da settle2 ak wat keputusan nak cuti dua hari ... xkire ... nak gak ... then tye2 kt senior and director dpt green light ... ske3x ... then msg didy nak pertolongan bdk plg highest dlm ACAMS and dlm batch of course ... nak die tutor ... die ok je ... so, meet up ari khamis kol 11 lbh mkn and study for 3 hours cam2 kt Pizza Vs Satay kt bwh kumon tue ... byk gak benda br blaja and br tau ... ptt la ak dpt 50 lbh je ... hahaha ...

26 February 2011 malam te ssh gak nak tido and sok pg bgn yg teramat2 ngantuk ... smp dlm kol 9.20 cam2 ... smp trus je masuk tmpt tue ... xtgr pon spe2 ... hahaha ... abg kt situ cam pelik cam ak rs dlm otak diorg ckp bkn da amik ke ari tue ... dgn selambanye jawab ... ye, saya da dtg ari tue ... hahaha ... masa jwb soalan tue mcm xconfident gak r ... mcm byk je lg xtau ... wawa ... tp makin jwb rs la sikit confident dari ari tue ... mle2 jwb je smua and yg xcofident tue jawab je then cam tanda review later ... satu jam je da abis ... start from belakang check satu2 ... slow by slow ... one by one ... silap plak ... lg setgh jam (3 jam 30 minit duration die) da siap ... berdebar2 gak la sbb ada yg da abis tp ak xtau diorg pass ke x ... xkan nak nyibuk plak ... then dlm otak ak ape ak nak jwb klau fail lg ... da la da byr mahal2 ... ape nak jwb dgn opismate smua ... tidaaakkk ... soalan die same tp ada yg len gak la ... rsnye ... sbb soalan 120 la katakan ... da la 20 xdikire and xtau yg ne ... ayoyo ... then tggl lg 10 minit ... xthn ... nak gak tekan ... sbbb tau xkan tukar mne2 jawapan ... pas2 tgk dpt 75% !!! tepat2 ... xkisah la janji LULUS!!!

gembira sgt ... lega rasanye ... dalam golongan 7 org yg da pass kt situ ... xtermasuk lecturer ... sbb diorg xdtg pon ... maybe exam diorg hari len kot ... tue xpasti ...

so, cam ak da dpt rasa dua2 ... and paham sgt ape rasa benda tue ... and also dpt email from ACAMS lulus and fail ... kelakar2 ... xpe2, pengalaman yg mengajar jgn give up and nak pape kena berusaha baru dpt ... benda xkan dpt cam2 je tanpa berusaha cth mcm xblaja langsung ... maybe utk org len leh tp for me kena usaha sikit utk berjaya ... yeah ...

random

2011-02-19T07:46:00.001-08:00

feeling a bit down but I am sure it's all going to be okay ... there is a reason behind it ... that's for sure ... will blog more about it when the time is right ... after I know what is the reason behind why this is happening ... seriously ... hehehe

February 2011 Engagement

2011-02-05T08:33:00.000-08:00

rmai plak org tunang bln feb nie ek ... and rmai plak batch2 ak yg da tunang ... sorg2 da nk kawen ... hehe ... da jodoh diorg ... xde pe sgt nk tulis so cam tgk pic je la ek ... hehe ...

4 Feb 2011

congrat to my dear cousin for her engagement ... Lileen and Syahimi ... carl's Junior jgn lpe!!! hehe ...

congrat to Balqis Ruslan for her engagement :)

5 Feb 2011

congrat to Shikin's sister for her engagement ... Hidayah and Syafiq ... pas2 leh plak wat sesi bergambar kt padang n sggh tuti fruity ... hehe

congrat to Umar and Qila for their engagement :)

pic2 yg ada kt atas nie diamik kt FB ... Lileen's engagement - Linah and mama Balqis's engagement - Azizah Shikin sis's engagement - Yasmin Umar and Qila - Mona

after one month

2011-02-05T08:02:00.000-08:00

sekrg da bergelar pekerja rasa cam lain pulak. npe len ek? sbb cam xsangka pon akn keje. sbb spatutnye nk sambung blaja ACCA tp tetibe cam cepat je da start keje. keje kt ne ek? keje kt Ersnt & Young as associate 1. very2 junior.

pengalaman keje?

first week just induction je. xde benda pon. kenal2 ape tue EY then ajk brief gle tentang keje. xde benda pon sgt. enjoy and start enjin nak keje je. bg motivation and reay mind dgn ape yg bakal jadi. huhu.

patut mle2 kn audit kat Plus tp baru first day da kn halau.HALAU? bkn2 kn tukar. balik g opis ptt kn report kt director tue tp die da g Johor. tunggu punya tggu then ada someone call. Kena g Johor the next day naik flight. cuak gak r. first time nek kapal terbang sorg. tue pon nasib firefly je. xde la besar sgt airportnye. da la pagi2 buta. dalam keadaan xsihat plak tue. haha.

mggu pertama kt Johor da MC sbb mmg masa nak g sne tue da demam. dari kol 2 ptg smp kol 6 pagi tido. mmg lme gle r tido. mkn roti bebrp keping je. dua je kot. roti kosong. haha. tiga mggu gak r pegi Johor tue. keje mmg smp pagi2 ... satu dua pagi. da cam biasa da. tp mle2 cam blur gak la keje. sekrg pon blur tp dlm learning process. hope lme2 akn jd ok. AMIN ~

beza masa practical dl, nk tggu kol lima ptg tue cam lme gle. tp keje kt EY, kol 7 malam tue rasa cpt je smp. n rasa cam xcukup je masa. haha. pelik2. and also keje kt EY nie asyik mkn je. makan100x. badan pon da naik. now kena start control balik. hoho.

tgk senior2 rajin je keje. n rasa diorg cam hebat je keje. hope dpt blaja and one day dpt jd cam diorg. tggi tol cita2. go liyana go!

new challenge ahead

2011-01-02T04:48:00.000-08:00

new year new enviroment ... my chance to make new me ... ape feeling nk keje sok ek? excited+worry ... hahaha ... lain sikit dr intership dl sbb ari tue g sorg2 ... lg cuak in term of first day tp xyah nk compete dgn spe2 ... sbb ak sorg je intern ... sok nie rmai gle org yg ak nk compete ... takutnye ... pelik gak npe tetibe gaji naik even xmasuk lg ... bab ayah ak ckp blom keje da naik gaji ... ape maksud naik gaji? tiga sebab ... first keje yg lg seksa bakal menanti ... second benefits makin kurang ... third my employer baik ati ... hahaha ... xtau la ...

harapan kt diri sendiri semoga tabah la nk bekerjaya nie ... kmpl byk2 duit leh g bercuti or kawen ... hahaha ... byk benda nk realisasi ble da bergaji nie ... xpe2, tgk dl leh xadapt dgn keje ... hopefully boleh ... and mostly pilihan utk keje n xsambung blaja kt oversea btol ... klau x, lg sebln brp hari ak da nk g da oversea ... hahaha ...

kisah penjagaan rabbit

2010-12-28T22:35:00.000-08:00

first time jaga rabbit ... pengalaman yg besh tp perlukan byk kesabaran ... hari yg bw rabbit tue kesian tol ... ketakutan die dlm kete ... ak bw kete ganas sangat kot ... sbb tue rabbit2 tue ketakutan ... yup2, ada dua ekor ... suspek sekor jantan sekor lg betina ... tp xtau la ... yg jantan nama die mok n yg betina nama nas ... sbb diorg sgt gemuk n ganas ... hahaha ... sejak ada rabbit nie cam kn displin gak r ... setiap pagi kena bg air and makanan and petang dlm kol enam hingga tujuh kena kemas dienye sangkar and bg makanan ... itu pon klau afiq xkunci pintu ...

pernah skali lepaskn diorg kluar sangkar and yg putih tue lari masuk kt celah2 tempayan and xnk kluar ... ms tue nk kluar g mkn ... geram gle ... 20 minit gak la cuba utk maskkn die blk ... hampir je nk biar je die kt situ blk dr mkn br amik die ... hahaha ... tp brjaya gak kejar rabbit tue ... :p

n ada satu malam tue ehh pagi tue, izlyn tetibe je kejut Yana rabbit wat maksiat ... hahaa .... tp daku xlyn sbb kena tido coz soknye ada ACAMS ... pdn mke izlyn kena mara mlm tue ... n mle la nisrin dok kata rabbit tue ngandung tp sebanarnye gemuk sbb mkn byk ... hahaha

n ada satu pagi kol 440 cam2 ... afiq masuk bilik ckp yana cube tgk ape rabbit tgh buat ... rupenye die da kluar dari sangkar ... bengongnye rabbit ... die da main2 kt luar dr sangkar sejak kol 11 malam smp empat pagi ... abis taik die yg dlm plastik die teraburkn ... siut je rabbit ... masa nak angkat yg putih tue, die cakar tgn ak sampai tiga kali and terpaksa lpskn ... pas2 geramnye psl angkat die gak humban die masuk sangkar ... muahaha ... pas2 da cuak nk masukkn rabbit itam tue ... so, wat la cam bg sikit2 mknan n hala ke arah sangkar ... rupe2nye dua2 rabbit tue tgh lapar ... ptt la ketuk2 pintu bilik afiq ... hahaha ... pas2 mmg cuak gle ... rs cam nk letak mangga je kt pintu sangkar tue ... da la sangkar cam nk roboh ... hahaha ... rabbit tue ske lompat2 ...

isnin lps da pulang blk kt tuan die ... tue pon sbb mknan die da abis ... sian rabbit mknan kena catu sbb sape srh tumpahkan makanan ... kn da xcukup ... hahaha ...

setgh hari di UiTM

2010-12-19T19:26:00.000-08:00

11.00am sitting here alone while waiting for themto settle the ACCA form ... nk reg pon ssh ...xuser friendly btol form die nie ...nyampah je ... so, end up tggu kt bwh sbb lazy gle nk naik tgkt 14 walaupon naik lif ...hahaha ... now ad kt depan DK kesejukan sbb lately udara mmg sejuk gak r ...

11.15am rindu plak suasana nk blaja ...nk dpt enviroment senyap camni mmg tyme cuti or tyme exam je la kot ... bunyi bising dr aircon and suara mak cik mak cik cleaner je yg kedengaran ... sume wat hal masing2 ... ade yg tgh beli air kt machine jual air ... ade yg on the way g toilet ... tp diorg xsmp2 pon lg ... BOSAN ... internet connection teramat2 'laju' ...

11.30am Izlyn mesti xbgn2 lg ... tido dgn lenanye ... bgn2 cr laptop tp xde sbb ak tgh gune pon laptop nie ... muahaha ... jahat gle ... target nk blk awl tp now da kol brp ... nk tido :(

11.40am still xde kelibat mereka lg ... yg g tmpt atas DK pon tah ilang ke mana tah ... lmenye mereka smua pergi ... tggl ak sorg kt sini ke ... tidaakkk, jgn blk xajk ... ak nk blk cane ... ehh,lpe ... ak drive sendiri ... hahaha ...lmt tggl :p ... check jap ad xkunci kete ... owh ok ada ... selamat2 ... ade makanan la dlm beg ... nyum2 ...

11.45am diorg nie igt ak ke xnie ... da la hp celcom da abis ... jgn bateri laptop plak abis ... ngs ak camni

11.46am tue die da smp ...tp mke mcm masam je ... xsettle lg ke ... slps ak plak kena briefing end up ak yg kn anta sendiri g UK ... huhu ... xkisah la janji da settle ...

12.20am nk g mkn tp diorg settle ape tah kt atas tue ... huhu ... tah ble nk g mkn ... g mkn pon xtau kol brp ...

12.30am yeah da leh gerak mkn ...yippie!!!

1 Dec 2010

2010-12-17T09:52:00.000-08:00

my birthday diz year is kinda different from the rest ... although this post is kinda late, but I'm still going to post it ... here goes ...

1 december 2010 ... I don't know where we were headed (Zaim and Diyana) ... just follow the flow but keep on asking until they all got tired to answer my questions ... hahaha ... sorry ... kinda excited ... we ate at Mahattan Pyramid where Fad and Rauda were waited us there ... Zaim excused himself kononnye nk g toilet ... tp da agak die nk g beli kek ... pas2 diyana plak yg nk g toilet after angkat phone ... hahaha ... to my suprise, zaim show with a boutique of flower ... a combination of roses and lilies ... yeah3 ... lme xdpt bunga ... after we finish eating, there are two guys singing happy birthday ... aiskrim kek from baskin robbin ... nyum3 ... I called Izlyn who is the same birthday as mine(sibuk je nk same2) ... sbb aiskrim tue xleh bw blk coz aiskrim cake ... We also gave the worker two slide of the cake to and one piece for a couple next to our table yg dr td cam usha2 je ... hahaha ... after that we played bowling and obviously Rauda won the game and I the last one ... then we played at arcade ... basketball, dance2, race car ...

Whatever it is, I had a great day that day ... one of my best birthday ever! to you Zaim Arif, Fad, Rauda and Diyana for arranging this for me :)

weddings

2010-12-17T06:53:00.000-08:00

entry for today special for my cousin ... Kak Marliza and Kak Yaya ... finally diorg berkahwin gak ... gaya mcm diorg xnk kawen plak ... hahaha ... pape pon tahniah to both of you!!!

Kak Marliza's Wedding
tyme tunang rasanye ak xg ke g ek ... jap igt balik ... owh, gg sbb die wat kt umah ari tue. tyme nikah I'm one of the hantaran girl ... ak pegang ape ek? jam kot ... memory lost sbb da lme sgt ... Baju putih and kain songket (songket ke?) warna maroon ... smua sme colour tp lain pattern ... baju cari sendiri ... sembilan of us (kot) ... me, izlyn, lileen, kak elis, kak yaya, kak norli, kak fiza, nisa, kak nor. cukup la kot sembilan ... kalu silap ... akad nikah wat kt umah je ... da besh part is dienye hantaran kitorg turun dr atas cam dayang2 la kononnye ... hahaha ... xde spot light je ... klau x, nmp la mke yg xlawa nie jd closeup ... haha ... part yg malu plak tyme nk letak hantaran tue ms ramai2 ... malu seh ... control jgn terjatuh ... nasib xyah pkai heel or pape ... klau x, mampus ak ...

the reception is at Dewan Cattleya (xreti eja) ... the theme is purple ... cadbuary purple ... the pengantin pkai silver and the tuan umah pkai ijau yg cam lumut tue ... be the gift door gurl again ... and nisrin was the flower gurl ... kurus keding adikku itu ... haha ... wif suhai the flower boy or the daun boy? xkisah la ... haha ... the wed is grand and mostly the guest is VVIP ... I don't the exact amount of guest came that day put I'm sure that it was exhausting!

Kak Yaya's Wedding
ms kak yaya tunang ad la igt sikit2 ... pkai bj warna pink ... ble tue xsure tp rs da lme gle da ... hmm, kawen die wat kt Ipoh ... Seri Malaysia ... ape yg unik is dienye wedding btol2 kt tgh2 tue ... aka depan bilik ... klau nk ponteng pon dekat je tp xbuat la ... hahaha ... g ari jumaat sbb akad nikah die lps asar ... kt satu bilik nie ... pakaian bebas ... tyme mlm plak ad cam tolong2 n pkai baju bollywood ...yg belah kitrog xikut pon tema tp belah laki siap mmg pkai bj bollywood abis la ... siap karok lg ... kitorg tgk je ... pas2 ad late night meeting ...

then sok tue ad reception ... pagi2 g breakfast dulu then cam tgh ari tue br weddingnye ... bleh x lps breakfast tue tertido ... hahaha ... mentang2 wedding dpn bilik je ... amik kesempatan plak ... kali nie tema die warna merah ... first tyme ad baju merah menyala camni ... hahaha ... balik umah on da same day dlm kol 3 lbh sbb kn check out before kol4 ... if not nnt die charge extra ... xkisah la janji dpt blk umah awl ...

updating blog

2010-12-01T09:19:00.000-08:00

lme gle xupdate blog. rindu plak rs. lg2 tgk blog lileen yg pjg lebar. jeles3. byk gle benda nk update tp cam da lmt je. tp xpe tgk la cane yg mne rs nk update. currently in dlemma n many option in my life. I don't wanna regret what I going to choose in life. xrmai yg tau ape my dlemma is tp enta la. takut nk cte ngan rmai org sbb cam klau cte pas2 xjd cam malu la gak. hahaha. perasaan sebenar da bercampur baur dengan smua benda. antara hati dan kehendak.

klar, da xde mood plak nk sambung pjg2.
will update the blog later ~

ended soon

2010-10-04T20:02:00.000-07:00

dealing with hectic life,
only for less than two week,
I know deep inside my heart,
I will always miss it,
yes, now I complain and complain,
but deep down inside my heart,
there is a feeling that struggling,
and doesn't it to ended,
but I know life must go on,
bigger adventure waiting for me out there,
new friends, new enemy(if can I wanna avoid the enemy part)
excited but also sad,
every days I feel it,
so deeply,
I have to let go to move on to the next chapter of my life,
I done it before,
now I have to do it again,
but why it getting harder and harder,
it suppose to be much more easier,
I guess life is like that,
Now I just prepare myself to faced the world.

2010-08-14T11:14:00.000-07:00

part 8 yg dtg mlm tue

last Thursday night attend dinner for all dean list student ...
the dinner was ok ...
biasa2 la ...
menu ade nasi goreng,mee hoon goreng, sate, sosej,papadom,epal hijau...
tue je la kot ...
klau xsilap air die air belimbing ...
xtau la btol ke x...
tp air die kuning gle la ... hahaha ...
btw,congrat to all and gudluck for our last sem ...

little present from the faculty

Ohm's Farewell Party

2010-08-09T18:13:00.000-07:00

on 5th August 2010, one event was held. What event? event for one of our classmate that will continue to futher his study to become a pilot. all of our lecturer reaction are the same. "hah?nk sambung blaja jd pilot? sygnye lg satu sem nk grad.(tp lect xtau ohm ad dua sem due to tyme part 6 die amik sikit je subject).

a little brief about Ohm. Real name Shafiq Omar. knew him since Part one diploma. xde la rpt sgt but he is very humble kind person. most of our friends like to be friends with him. one special about him is his laugh.

the party is held at Padang MBSA. most of our classmate attend the party including Atikah and also Nadirah(Ame's sister).Food? Domino,KFC,watermelon and some snack. Drink? coke,pepsi,marinda and mineral water.

After a while, start the sesi meluahkan perasaan. bukan perasaan suka tp cam kata2 terakhir utk Ohm. me? xde la sedey sgt tp cam sayu je. Maybe for BANTAS sedey gle la kot. diorg yg plg rapat. then, start dgn Amir nyanyi lagu ape tah ak lpe. dgn diiring oleh Huril main gitar. pas2 smua start2 nyanyi lagu yg sedey tp xsedey.hahaha.

kol 11 lbh, kena paksa ngan Paan and Aimran yg berkali2 tye ble nk blk ko tue dok kolej. (ook,xde la berkali2 tp byk kali gak la) haha. then blk. tp kena anta adeq Ame dl g Mawar. da la kena warning klau xanta smp dlm ak kena dgn die. nasib ak baik.

papepon, To Ohm, Gudluck for ur future undertaking and thank you for all ur help with the poster and to Octet (cluster cake).

melaka trip with the Mak ciks

2010-06-28T03:56:00.001-07:00

I guess by now all my batch (almost) already 'pokai' coz it almost the end of our sweet holiday and for some beginning of their short holiday. pity them but experiences are more important right? my one month holiday (before starting my last semester) was full with activities that kinda fun and enjoying. after this I had to back to the old routine which is studying. looking forward to meet my friends but not the late night study or assignment and also lectures. okay, enough with the boring subject. let move on to the reason I'm writing today.
our journey was on 6 June which is on Saturday. Yasmin pick us after her dad make a quick check up(to the car). stop at Mamak for a quick breakfast. (xbgtau awl2 klau xde la ak mkn kt umah. xpe,jimat duit). isi2 minyak and beli2 kerepok. setting up the GPS to our hotel and NOW we ready to go! the journey was smooth. only some part was a bit 'jam'. I can't remember where but I think it was on the way to Port Dickson's exit (kot). we make a quick stop at the rest area all because someone xthn nk g toilet. nothing much activities in the car. playing with Aqma's DSLR.(wat cam harta sendri). listened to music. gossip-ing. eating. laughing. like I said, nothing much. haha.

my first two day of my holiday, I had stayed at home doing NOTHING. imagine that. really bored me to death. but I had survives. hehe. that weekend I went to a trip with my besh buddies( Aqma, Yasmin and Joaana). trip to Melaka Bandar Bersejarah. haha. two day trip.

We arrived almost at 2pm at our hotel, Empire Hotel(btol ke nama hotel ek?). Aqma and Joanna g check in sementara Yasmin and I carik2 parking ... then g meredah bilik hotel yg kt tgkt 18 tue ... tggi wuuu ... button lif die comel ... hahaha ... bilik die ok2 la ... xigt plak sorg kn bayar brp ... rehat2 jap ... our stomach da wat bunyi music rock, zapin, smua ad la. nasyid je xsmpt. :p. mne xnye da kol brp tyme tue ... kol 2 kot ... refresh then off to Jonker's Street.

g jejlan kt Jonker's Street.mkn laksa. sedap gle. and also cendol(not bad). I'm not a fan of cendol. So, if u asked me, I don't know any different. haha. but the laksa was very3 delicious.then we, make a quick walk along that road. many thing sold there. but mostly accessories. taking a few picture there. having fun playing with the dslr. buat cam harta sendiri lg. haha. taking few picture bajet cam pro tp xde la lawa pon ak amik. xkisah la. janji ad pic. kn3.

then we heading to some place to eat AGAIN. A place called Umbai. it famous for it ikan bakar aka seafood. Yasmin said we must go early. if not, the place will be very crowded. which is true. we having Pari Bakar, Sotong goreng, Butter Prawn and ikan Siakap(I think). kenyang gle. da la br mkn laksa. xabis digest lg da kn mkn lg. kenyang den.

then, we went back to Jonker's street.wow, jonker's street malam2 mmg dasat gle r. pnuh dgn org. macam pasar malam. every shops set up something like booth. alaa,yg cam pasar mlm tue. xtau pggl pe. the price of course much more cheaper. nyesal gak ptg td da beli. tp xpe la. sedekah.(ayt sedapkan ati). tp pening gak la rmai sgt org. siap ad org nyanyi2 lg. aqma br je berhajat nk wat poco2 kt pentas kt situ(kidding). almost 11 o'clock, we when back to our hotel to get some rest. exhausted.

second day ~
since the room was booked for two person, secara logicnye breakfast utk dua org la,kn. since kitorg berempat, so we had decided yasmin and I g breakfast. breakfast ok2 je. xcukup garam. haha, then packing up our stuff and tgk tv jap sementara tggu diorg siap2. n seperti biasa la TV yg tgk ak. haha. then check out hotel and grak tue Taming Sari. before that, joanna and aqma breakfast kt McD. and the cashier ke org dapur enta xigt. lembab gle. leh plak borak2 smbl wat keje. klau tgn grak xpe. p mulut je. ayoyo. then g Taming Sari. adoi haih. tetibe rosak la plak. da la panas gle. tggu je la. and yg give up da blah. tggu2 dlm 15 minit kot. baru leh tutup pintu. so,naik la. tgk view kt atas. lawa la gak. then ready nk blk Subang. and igt nasib malang da berakhir ruper2nye dpt plak souvenir from abang MBMB. yeah3,beshnye kena saman. manalah kitorg tau ari ahad pon kn byr parking. and also, da la gne parking yg jenis lamanye tue. ish3. tah2 ms kitorg tgh naik Taming Sari tue die tgh saman ... hahaha ... ad plak pic kete2 tu. agak2 nmp x pakcik MBMB tu ek

mcm kete mainan plak

so, we had to make a quick stop at yasmin's kampung to asked adik yasmin to byrkan the saman since that was our last day there. malas sungguh. Yasmin kena buli ngan adeq die. haha. had lunch there. and it was delicious. tq mak cik Yasmin. and then we continue our journey home. arrived at 3 or 4. can't remember. tired but overall worth it. can't wait for our next plan. :)

suaraku

2010-06-24T05:58:00.000-07:00

di sini aku masih sendiri
merenungi hari-hari sepi
aku tanpamu, masih tanpamu

bila esok hari datang lagi
ku coba hadapi semua ini
meski tanpamu oooh meski tanpamu

bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
di tempat ini aku bertahan

suara dengarkanlah aku
apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

suara dengarkanlah aku
apakah aku slalu dihatinya
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

kalau ku masih tetap disini
ku lewati semua yang terjadi
aku menunggumu, aku menunggu

suara dengarkanlah aku
apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

suara dengarkanlah aku
apakah aku ada dihatinya
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

internship

2010-06-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

well,how to begin this. it all started on 1st December 2009. I still remember I can't really sleep that night . due to wat? nervous? anxious? I also don't know . but one thing for sure every hours I woke up. I was awake at 6.30 in the morning. bathing. praying. then ready to go to work . my mum said it still early but maybe nervous 'menguasai' me . this is my first tyme driving all by myself to Mutiara Damansara. I afraid that I might be late(due to traffic and maybe get lose) so, at 7 am I on my way there. I reach there at 7.30 which is consider too early . I call my BFF, Diyana since I get free calls to all my xpax friend due to my birthday. yup, that day is my birthday. what a perfect present I received from UiTM. at 8.00am I on my way to my office. quite nervous but 'belagak' professional. when straight to the lift. follow behind people there because I'm afraid that the lift required card to go to other level but fortunately it not. what a relief.

I reached the 3A level. pelik gak knp la xpggl level 4 je. pas2 br tau kn Chinese xske no 4 coz consider bad luck. pape je la. lps kluar lif tue,trus g kt receptionist. da cuak blk. ape ek ak ckp tyme tue. recall blk.

liyana: morning. sy start practical hari nie. nie surat.
faridah: owh yake. kejap ek
(die call someone)
faridah:jom ikut akak.

pas2 ikut la die g jmp someone call Amy. cuak lg. die bw jmp Senior Manager. ckp gitu2 je ngan die then die bw jmp kak norida.die srh kak norida knlkan dgn staff lain n wat keje check menda tah. n bg ak tmpt kt dpn kak norida. ok je. then g berkenalan ngan staff yg da dtg. of course la rmai xdtg lg. xkisah la. ak pon segan. haha. then kak maizun dtg. die minta tukar tmpt. ak ok je.mne2 pon xkisah la. sbb bkn knl spe2 pon. 1st day kt opis amat menyeksakan sbb xde spe pon ak knl n nk ckp pon xtau nk ckp kt spe. mmg byk sms je la. org bg keje buat. org lalu pandang je. hahaha. mmg innocent gle r. tyme lunch g kt kak norida.

liyana:korg slalu mkn mane?
norida: akk slalu bw bekal je. slalu diorg mkn kt tesko. jln g sne.
liyana: owh,camne nk g sne.(mke innocent gle)
norida: turun lalu jln dpn tue.
(maybe mke ak terlalu nmp innocent pas2...)
norida: jom kt g mkn skali.
liyana: akk kata da bw bekal.
norida: xpe, jom.

so,kitorg jln g tesco. die blanje mkn sempena birthday la kononnye. so,berakhir la first day. seminggu rasa cam nk berhenti je. knp la ak pilih practical kat sini. da la sorg2. org lain at least ad kawan. lg cam down ble odah dpt g hantar g miri. jeles pon ad gak. ak plak wat pe. lipat invoice n statement yg beratus2 tue. mne ak xdown. tp dua tiga hari je la. hahaha.

two three days after dat, Amy assign me to work wif Jalilah since her assistant will on leave for two month(bersalin biasa la tue). so, that the moment I get close to her and listen to every stories about her life. work related and non work related. many of my officemate xske sgt die coz die byk ckp. but I ok je. she taught me a lot of things and share her experience also. she also give me sourviner from Bali.

basically, keje dgn jalilah byk handle credit control. ape itu credit control? bahasa kasarnye is kejar org yg xbyr utang, legal kes, maintenance account dll. sebati dgn jiwa yg dipggl ceti kt UiTM and along kt sekolah. here I learn about what the pro and con changing to new system. almost five month gak la dgr diorg bising2 about da system. mmg byk trouble pon. statement of account for January lmt kluar. klau xsilap bln dua rsnye br kluar. itu pon ak kn check every customers. owh ya, every customer. yg ad 400++ cutomer tue ak kn check. ad yg slah ad yg btol. bile statement bln 2 lain plak salahnye. sian kak sharifah n kak norizan. diorg da asing2 kn tetibe slah. yup,smua yg slah kn la buang. bkn skali je slah. 3 kali slah. n tiga kali gak la da lipat masuk envelope. kn kluarkan blk n recycle blk.

February~ Sharifah had return from her holiday. honestly I quite worry what will happen to me? izzit I will be pull back to work with account department. I kinda like working with Jalilah since she teach me alot of stuff. but since Amy don't say anything about my status so I kinda ok xkisah la. die da lpe kot kewujudan ak. so,continue with my job and Sharifah had been given other task by Jalilah regarding the new system.

April ~ lg dua bln nk abis. wee~ dats tyme Izad join us as one of manager. da only malay manager(male) there. I forgot to mention, there only seven of of fourteen (including me) malay there before Izad joined us. this only for account department. at sales department, there is no malay at all. only the receptionist. my job mostly related to sales department. only recently when the new system having so much trouble and need my expertise(cewah) in reconcile the item I'm dealing with account department. I love reconcile things coz if kinda like solving a puzzle to me. the satisfaction finding the answer.

May~ mostly hand over job to sharifah. sayu je lpskan keje kt die blk. tp nk wat camne. terpaksa gak lpskan one day. hmm,kinda excited da nk abis keje n xyah menempuh jam. ad gak rs sayu.

dua mggu sblom merdeka~ siap tulis kt calendar spe ptt blanje. haha. selama dua mggu xbw bekal n mkn kt luar. weee. kenyang perut mkn free. tq smua 4 da McD, Steamboat, Garden, Secret Recipe,Pizza Hut, and Santai. kenyang2 ... hahaha

empat hari sblom merdeka ~ Jalilah yg seperti biasa smp lmt. u nk experience baru x?igtkan die nk bg lg buat assignment yg xbesh cam ari tue(kn trace blk knp byran die xsme n knp die byr cam2.. ok pjg cte klau leh xnk igt... task yg plg ssh prh ak wat). ruper2nye srh angkt tel aka jd receptionist. chehh,pnt ak melarikan diri dr dl akhirnye kn jd gak. besh gak la jd recep nie coz dpt tau spe ske gayut n dgn spe(klau org tue dlm opis r). and leh bc novel ngan berleluasa. n leh gayut!!! hahaha. nasib la. spe srh letak ak kt situ. dl ak tgk receptionist tue slalu je wat. ak tiru je. tyme ak jd tue, Izad n Jalilah slalu je melawat. tue la,letak lg ak kt situ. konon2nye experiment la tue. camne ak xde kt opis. hahaha.

last day~ kn siapkan keje2 yg terbantut sbb kn jd receptionist n seperti biasa la ari sabtu mmg xwat kejenye. siapkan keje pon still g kacau2 manager2. hahaha. mle rs sebak tp ignore dgn keje yg berlambak2. kacau kak norida,jalilah, henry, izad(ok2,basically kacau semua). then keje ak xabis pon. tetibe alarm phone bunyi, ak br teringat ak ad buat alarm berbunyi ~ yeah3 da abis practical~ok, now xthn sebak. kol 5 bg pencil and smua la alat tulis. smua da start ckp bye2. ok,perkara xdiingini berlaku. tyme ckp bye kt computer n printer yg enam bln ak gne. mata da berair. control2. g kt meja, org da mle ckp bye2. ok xthn. trus mengalir air mata. adoi,trus xmacho. ape nie ngs. smua dok ckp jgn sedey, nnt dtg melawat. ye,tau bkn sengaja nk sedey. ter ok ter. laju je nk blk. bye2 cpt2. Izad sy slalu perli2 sebak je tgk ak ngs. arrrgghhh tidakkk. kemachoan ilang. hahaha. then, salam2 peluk2. dpt braclet and stuff animal. lg xthn nk ngs. trn laju2 masuk kete. trus non stop. hahaha. ape la ak nie. dpt msg from Jalilah n Izad. ok,lg nk ngs. wawawa. jalilah ckp die ad nk bg card tp xsmua sign lg. nnt ak ckp ak claim.

TQ BBM coz giving me so much experience. yup,in my heart something I hate that place so much due to some unavoidable thing that cannot mention here. but in the end I miss it so much. I know the problem not yet been settle but I hope one day I will be coming back to Boustead not as trainee n not as account clerk but one of the top management. ecece. nk juga. xpe, berangan xsalah. :p

~amin~

2010-06-02T05:24:00.001-07:00

mungkin ko xsedar tp ak sedar ...
byk yg bakal berubah ...
n byk yg da berubah ...
mungkin kt xhargainye dahulu ...
sehingga ini terjadi ...
tp tanpa cerita semalam tidak akn adanye ak yg sekrg ...
takdir menemukan kita ...
suka duka ...
gelak tawa ...
tangis hiba ...
semuanye hanya tggl sejarah ...
ak prh menyesal dgn ape yg berlaku ...
tp bila kukenang kembali ia merupakan satu pengajaran hidup ...
yg menjadikan ak itu ak ...
terima kasih dunia ...
di atas pengajaran hidup ...
banyak lagi ak perlu tempuhi ...
semoga ak mempunyai kekuatan utk menghadapi segala rintangan dan dugaan ...
ku berdoa kepadamu tuhan ...
berikanlah ak pertunjuk utkku mengharungi segala dugaanmu ...
amin~

pejamkan mata

2010-05-28T07:53:00.000-07:00

ku pejamkan mata,
kau hadir disisi....
ku hulurkan tangan
kau sambut dengan kasih
tenangkanlah hatimu agar bisaku senyum
pejamkan lah matamu
jika rindukan wajahku~

ku pejamkan mata,
kau hadir disisi....
bisik mesra darimu,
menyemai kasihku....
bahagiakan dirimu,
agar bisa ku senyum...
pejamkan lah matamu
ku pasti disisi.......

untuk dikau kasih,
ku curahkan cinta suci...
yang tak mungkin terpadam,
akan terus membara...
bahagiakan dirimu
disaat ku tersenyum...
pejamkan lah matamu,
jika rindukan wajahku...
janjiku kepadamu,
aku pasti disisi....

merintih dalam jiwa,
pergiku tak kembali....
terpisah jua kita,
tak bisa ku ingkari...
sehati dan sejiwa,
kita telah berjanji...
pejamkan lah matamu,
ku pasti disisi.....
bahagiakan dirimu,
satukan lah hati,
dengan takdir jodohmu....

life is funny

2010-05-15T09:38:00.000-07:00

life is funny isn't it? just when you think you've got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about something, and feel like you know what direction you're heading in, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west, and you're lost. It is so easy to lose your way, to lose direction. and that's with following all the signposts.

There aren't many sure things in life, but one thing I know for sure is that you have to deal with the consequences of your actions. You have to follow through on some things.
something had change. I know. I some point I hate the Liyana that I had become. But when I think about it, everything happen for a reason. If all those thing doesn't happen, I will not be this kind of person.

for example, if I don't have fight with a friend of mine when I was in form 2, I might not meet my 4 awesome besh friend. Ashikin, Aqma, Joanna and Yasmin. Each of u guys unique in your own way and for that I love u guys. n also diyana which had a similar name as mine u bright my day and hold most of my past secret life, hahaha . really enjoy if u're around but seem u miss ur bf more than me ... haha kidding!and to both my bf aka boy friend aka kwn lelaki (aizat n Irshad) u guys rock ... y? coz have to listen to every stupid mistake I told u guy and repeating the same sentences every times I mengadu.which is ak da ckp ko xnk dgr. hahaha.

going to finish my internship soon. going to miss my office mate although there so many drama that happen around the office that I really2 need to pekakkn telinga when listen to them. haha. but knowing them make me realize even though I complain but I still love the company. I think when I'm around, then place had been different.Y? because I change the 'atmosphere' there.

Uitm's friend. mostly now hang out with my dear Nurfadlina. she is very unique too n I never know other side of her which is xsangka ad dlm diri die. hahaha . in six month almost 4 netball game we played together(yeke 4?).really enjoy hang out with her. Rauda~ also a nice person I ever know. funny but can be serious person in the same time. glad I given a chance to be one of her friend. And one thing I miss the most is the time I spend together with Nuranisa. I really miss u n deep inside my heart feel 'terkilan' coz not really know u like before. n I don't know if u've any problem. what kind of besh friends is that? sorry nisa 4 not being able to be like before.

actually, ad byk lg nk cte psl org tp xde idea. spe2 yg xde kt dlm nie sori bebyk ye.

Be open to the new challenges

2010-05-02T08:27:00.000-07:00

ada org ckp kt kn hadapi masalah ...
jgn lari dari masalah ...
sbb masalah tue akn menghantui diri kt nnt ...
yeke?
kenapa ak rasa kdg2 salah satu cari adalah utk kt lari dari masalah ...
sbb dgn lari dari masalah, kt dapat hindari diri kt dari terluka ...
kdg2 baik xtau dari tau sesuatu ...
sbb klau kt tau benda yg menyakitkn hati kt, kt juga yg terluka ...
so,bkn ke lari dari masalah dpt menyelamatkn diri sendiri dari terluka?
dtg dlm hidup seseorg ...
rpt dgn seseorg ...
membuatkn ak takut ...
takut kerana suatu hari nnt akn ada sesuatu yg memutuskn persahabatan kt ...
xkre la disbbkn masa,tmpt atau keadaan ...
yg pasti setiap manusia yg ak kn satu hari nnt tetap akn berpisah ...
cthnye rakan2 die tmpt praktikal ...
mungkin ak xske suasana n keadaan yg berlaku kt opis ...
atas sbb tertentu yg xleh dipaparkn di sini ...
tetapi ak xnafikan kadang2 ada masa2 yg ak gembira berada die sana ...
tp smuanye ak berakhir kurang dari 20 hari ...
enta la ...
dulu ak tau ape yg ak inginkn ...
tetapi sekarang?
ak da xpasti lagi ...
byk benda yg da berubah ...
ak xbersedia tp die tetap berubah ...
sesuatu xkn menunggu kt bersedia atau tidak ...
ia atau die tetap berubah sme ada kt ske or x ...
so,ape bleh disimpulkn di sini
Be open to the new challenges ...

bosan+lapar

2010-04-26T17:31:00.000-07:00

selamat pagi smua ... Korg smua tgh wt pe huh?ak bosan la plak pagi2 nie kt opis...sj je try post blog melalui hp...gian nk type...ofismate da pelik da tgk ape la ak dok type laju bebenor(perasan laju)...bos reporting xdtg ari nie...die g east malaysia...bos yg bg keje xdtg lg...jam da kol 8.33...lmt lg la tue...
mls nk wt keje...kali nie kena evaluate n analysis brp harga contract n VO...xske sgt keje nie coz kn byk bertanya n jwpn akhir ak yg kena establish bkn cr figure ikut yg disediakn...da la figure yg ak bakal estabilsh tue bkn confrim btol...mati ak krg klau slh...nasib la...spe srh ak wt...hahaha
klar,manager da dtg...nk g wt keje...

something

2010-04-14T04:23:00.000-07:00

something missing ...
something change ...
something different ...
feel like I lost something ...
feel that I'm not needed anymore ...
being treat differently unlike others ...
that get full attention ...
share everything ...
that I'm not allow to do so anymore ...
I had change because of u ...
to be a better person ...
all because of u ...
but y now I feel that I going to be worse?
to be a person that cruel and heartless?
y must I care what other feel while other doesn't even care bout what I feel?
I feel useless ...
I smiling but my heart crying ...
I laugh but my heart hurt ...
I ignore but I care ...
so,what can I do now ...
watching from far ...
n pray for your happiness ...
it good to be notice once ...

ak die dan wedges

2010-03-23T07:57:00.000-07:00

sajak kt bawah nie ditujukan khas buat Aqma, Shikin n Tina ...

di ptg yg hening ...
duduk ku di sebuah tmpt dipanggil rumah,
rumah bukan sebarang rumah,
tetapi rumah penuh,
melihat hidangan yg sedap belaka,
debat antara fries dan wedges hangat diperkatakan,
tp enta kenapa wedges jadi pilihan,
sebakul wedges terhidang,
dgn aromanye yang penuh keaslian,
asli la sgt,
sedikit demi sedikit ak memakannye,
tp enta knp gigitanku yg terakhir hanya separuh,
lalu ku tgglknnye di atas meja,
masa berlalu pergi,
meninggalkan kenangan bersama,
betul kata mereka,
nafsu mengatasi segala,
apabila sedar, segalanye sudah terlambat,
pembaziran berlaku,
walau hanya separuh wedges,
tidak mampuku teruskan,
kata perpisahan perlu diucapkan,
tapi xmampu untukku lafaskan,
hanya sayu hatiku memandang,
terasa berat hatiku melangkah pergi,
tapiku gagahkan juga keranaku tau
itulah jalan yg terbaik,
selamat tggl wedges,
moga kt berjumpa selepasku bersedia,
untuk menghadapi separuh wedges,
tapi untuk sekrg,
selamat tggl wedges.

ada bakat xtulis sajak poyo?
hahaha

netball edited version

2010-03-07T08:17:00.000-08:00

SUKAN MICPA
at last,slepas beberapa rintangan naik main netball ...berjaya gak main ... walaupon kalah tp puas gak sbb main liga bkn main kalah mati seperti dijangka ...juz teriklan gle psl xleh reserve tue ... berslah yg teramat2 ... tp as captain xrasmi kn gak buat keputusan kejam ... ssh gle nk wat keputusan ... mesti diorg kecik hati ngan ak ... waaaa ... maafkan ak ... terpaksa sgt ... siap da gado ngan urusetia tue ...

well, selepas pnat bertraining selama 3 hari ... klau xdpt main gak mmg xtau la kn ... ad prob sikit mlm tue last minit ... agak risau gak smp mkn pon cam xlalu ... hahaha ... tp dlm kol 10 cam2 da settle gak la ... alhamdullilah ...

main netball smlm agak besh gak la ... ad tujuh team je pon ... tp seperti biasa mesti kalah ngan apaacs ...sedey tol ... nie da kali ke tiga da nie ... ble nk menang pon xtau r ...

personally, seronok tue mmg la seronok tp knp rs main semlm xpuas ... cam xpnt ... ke sbb ak mls kejar bola ... xtau asl masa dua tiga minit yg pertama cam blur gle ... asl ak blur pon xtau la ... bak kata fad, lambat panas ... hahaha ...

Thanz 2 fad (yg menjaring kan goal tp hampir nk langgar tiang goal ... ampir je ... tp smpt thn ngan tgn), Mira ( yg berlanggar ngan pemain ragbi tp jatuh still gelak2 ... heran gak tue nangis ke gelak), Erun (pemain import utk mencukup kn team ... tanpa die,xleh la kitorg main ari tue), Afiq (yg juga byk menjaringkan goal n menepis aka merampas bola ... gaya basket amat berguna juga nmpnye), syahiran(ada bakat terpendam bermain c tp lmt digilapkn ... klau x,da lme da srh main c) and shafiq (pemain ragbi yg bertanggungjawab melanggar mira ... hahaha) ... tq korang sbb sudi main utk CASABECHAQERS ... n xlupe juga kepada Aimran yg pnt2 je dtg dr jauh tp xdpt main ... nn aki yg da semangat gle blaja rule netball tp xdpt nk tunjuk bakat ari tue ... tp jasa korg utk dtg amat2 dihargai! n kepada penyokong2 spt Farhan,Didy terima kasih kerana dtg!

SUKAN NR
juga bermula dgn pelbagai rintangan ... bak kata adila,team kt nie asyik ad je masalah dari dulu lg ... xde nama la, silap kire la, tue la nie la ... hahaha ... bermain dgn 8 pemain sahaja (ak,Adila,Fad, Mira,Jana,Fida,Mar n Zat) knp 8? sbb dua lg player (Najwa n Tia) xdpt join last minit ... sedey2 tp nk wat camne ... da berusaha mencari juga player tp xleh ...

game ari nie lg penat dari hari tue ... ada 11 team yg dtg bertanding ... maybe sbb ari tue xbyk gne tenaga coz ad tenaga lelaki tp ari nie ak kn jd c ... gle pancit btol ... terlari sane terlari sni ... nk patah da kaki ... nasib pkai angle guard ... kalu x,mmg cram abis la td ...

team yg dtg bertanding hebat2 belaka ... gerun gle tgk diorg siap ad couch ... kitorg nie traning 2 kali je ... tue pon bkn atas court yg btol ... da la xde simpanan ... main gle2 pancit la ... first half ok tp masuk 2nd half da pancit ... mne xnye team lain tukar2 player ... sob3 ... xpe2, byk benda br yg dpt ari nie ... slain dari muka da bertambah2 hitam ... skali lagi padan mke spe srh main netball saat2 tgh panas nie ... hahaha ...

thanz skali lagi kpd Adila( yg sanggup turun utk join main), mira n fad ( paksa rela kena main netball lg), Jana, Mar n Zat(sori klau termara2 dlm court td) n juga Fida (yg kn g MICPA klau xnnt kn gugur taraf) hehe ... n najwa n Tia( sedey sgt korg xleh join ... tp xpe ... training ngan korg pon besh!!! hehehe) TQ sbb main utk BECHAQ MIX td ... weeee ~

satu malam yg ....

2010-02-22T08:53:00.000-08:00

adoi camne nie ... ad benda nk cte kt blog tp xde mood nk type ...
by the tyme nk cte je krg da cam terlmt plak ... hahaha ... tgk la jumaat nie (klau rajin la) ...
ari nie g opis still lg cam senyap tp sok confrimnye la huru hara ... dgn byk gle lg prob dgn system br ... tue la ak da ckp degil ... nasib ak trainee je ... jap ak ckp pe ? ad ke ak ckp pape ... huhu da start merapu da ...

ari nie xde la wat pape sgt tp byk kali gak la terlelap smbl bw kete ... sedar2 da lane sblah ... nasib xde kete kat blakang masa ak tgh wat magic tue ... nie kalau mama tau mesti die bebel ... kn mama kn ... hahaha ...

ari nie kn kaunseling ngan opismate ... kaunseling ape je pon ... die cte psl 'bakal' tunang die ... ak yg pandai2 ckp bakal padahal xcouple pon ... hahaha ... die ckp ak nie mde lg(padahal besar brp thn je pon) owh ok 7 thn rupenye ... yela2, ak mde la ... die ckp add dua dua penyelesaian dlm satu situasi yg sedang digossipkn ... 1st org leh wat bodo tp cbe tye die camne die merana sorg2 ... 2nd plak ak da lpe ... hahaha ... mne xnye tetibe makcik sporting masuk ... dgn gembiranye die kata die da level dua tumble bug ... owh,ak yg transfer game2 ak kt die ... die br main satu ... comel gle tgk die main terjerit2 padahal br level 1-1 ... hahaha ... kecoh satu opis masa tue ... lg2 ble bob kacau die iaitu mengelabahkn die ... ak nk tgk la camne die main lvl 7 nnt ... hahaha ...

ok2 tyme utk buat benda lain ... ttfn ~

sang mantan

2010-02-15T09:14:00.000-08:00

ari tue dlm kete (masa nk g opis n blk) terdgr this one song ...
mcm besh la plak ...
so,nk share ngan korg ...
kot2 la korg ske ...
ske xpe ...
sj je nk share ...
enjoy ~

dulu aku kau puja
dulu aku kau sayang
dulu aku sang juara
yang selalu engkau cinta
kini roda telah berputar

kini aku kau hina
kini aku kau buang
jauh dari hidupmu
kini aku sengsara
roda memang telah berputar

mana janji manismu
mencintaiku sampai mati
kini engkau pun pergi
saat ku terpuruk sendiri

akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan

sakit teriris sepi
ketika cinta telah pergi

akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan

mana janji manismu
setia sampai aku mati
kini engkau pun pergi
saat ku jatuh dan sendiri

mana janji manismu
mencintaiku sampai mati
kini engkau pun pergi
saat ku terpuruk sendiri

akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan

mana janji-janjimu

good bye my officemate

2010-02-12T07:42:00.001-08:00

ari last day 4 two of my officemate ...
diorg da nk berhenti slps bebrp thn ngan Boustead ...
sedey la gak ...
xde la rpt mne pon ...
tp sedey gak ...
xkre ...
nie cam 1st tyme cuti lme sejak keje ...
biasa plg lme pon 3 hari ...
(ok,tau nie 4 hari) ...
but still ...
lme gak ...
to Mrs Kong n ms yoki all da besh in ur future ...

happy birthday to ? Nur Zatil Aqma

2010-02-10T05:40:00.000-08:00

one of my friends claim today is special ... die perasan sendiri kot ... hahaha ...
yup,her birthday today ...
ari nie terlalu istimewa utk die ...
siap ponteng klass lg ...
kn blaja utk test ... hahaha ...
besh birthday present ever ...
anyway,hepi birthday aqma !!!

bored

2010-02-05T05:45:00.000-08:00

tetibe je rasa sunyi ...
smua org cam bz ngan dunia masing2 ...
terasa terpinggir plak ...
sibuk ngan keje, bf, test, assignment,kelas, family ...
kdg2 msg or call diorg cam ganggu je ...
mesti diorg bosan ak slalu call n sms diorgkn ...

Be thankful

2010-02-04T07:20:00.000-08:00

I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE
WHO SAYS IT'S INSTANT MEE TONIGHT,
BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME,
AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

FOR THE HUSBAND
WHO IS ON THE SOFA
BEING A COUCH POTATO,
BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME
AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.

FOR THE TEENAGER
WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES
BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS.

FOR THE TAXES I PAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED.

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS
.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,
WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,
AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME.

FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING
I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

FOR THE PARKING SPOT
I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING
AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION.

FOR MY HUGE ELECTRIC BILL
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM WARM.

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES AT THE END OF THE DAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

Live well, Laugh often, & Love with all of your heart!

weee~

2010-01-28T04:43:00.000-08:00

hmm,akhirnye ... da settle pon ...
step by step liyana ... yeah ...

cry out loud

2010-01-26T08:29:00.000-08:00

I don't know what to think right now ...
betul ke salah ke ak xtau ...
arrrghhh,tension ...
cpt la abis benda2 nie ...
xske la ... sob3 ...
da fact nk cte kt org tp xleh ...
nk share pon xtau camne nk explain ...
leh gile ak lme2 nie ... ayooo
pleaaassseeee ... spe2 leh tolong x?
btol2 da mls nie ... sob3

life of a practical student

2010-01-24T03:19:00.000-08:00

only buy something that u like ... and make sure u like what u choose ...
this conversation happen between DGM, CCM and I ... talking about chair inside his room whereby he buy his own chair ... he doesn't like the executive chair (beige in colour) ... maybe not suitable for him ... the question is, where he put the executive chair ... I wonder ... maybe if I found it, I exchange it with my orange normal chair ... hahaha ...

even a small error such as forget to stapler, underline the words, organize the paper and etc is important to the upper management ...
currently since helping CCM to prepare all the analysis, report and finding to be summitted to the upper management ... by doing this I had to be very perfect in preparing my report ... of course before summit it to the management, my manager will check my work first ... there are some time I really really 'malas' to do it ... so, the reward I get is to redo it almost everything ... hahaha ... padan mke ...

communication is very important to get something ...
at first, I really having a hard time to communicate with my colleagues because mostly they are Chinese ... people in account department is really friendly but something they talk in Chinese even when I am around ... well, sometimes I know what they talking about but most of the time I just listen n 'buat2 phm' ... hahaha ... my manager once told me that she 'sengaja' asked me to go and make paper trail at sales department ... this because by doing this, I have to asked the sales people about where to find purchase order ... the delivery order can be found at account department ... it difficult to find certain document since it does not have standard ways to file all the documents ... different person different filling ... ayoo ... other task is to communicate with all the salesman about their sales and customer account ... I always had problem to remember name ... it took me a month to actually 'hafal' and 'kenal' them ... hahaha ...

some information aka gossip must keep to myself ...
it normal with every company to had a little bit of drama ... my office also face some drama which cannot disclose here ... but the drama it not that 'teruk' ... it still under control ... and also, it really interesting to know why certain customer cannot pay their debt and all ... I learn this when I do legal action against them ... (pdn mke sbb byr lmt) ... but sometimes I know that it not their fault they make the payment late ... human behavior is the main factor here ... maybe the first time is still acceptable but not for many times ... 'naik lemak r camtu' ...

my boss doesn't her employees to make noise ...
well,I guess every boss doesn't like their employee to make so much noise ... but we do actually ... hahaha ... mostly when she not around, my colleagues kinda speak much more louder and joking around ... sometimes I feel I in the classroom where our teacher had a meeting and there a prefect watching us and soon will report to the teacher ... not so much different here where I know someone tell my boss what happen when she not around ... she really don't expect that we will be completely silent and sit at our place and do our job innocently, do her? if that the case, she really an alien or something ... hahaha ...

working saturday is not that bad ...
it true coz only on saturday I can go to office on 8 o'clock in the morning without facing any jam ... arrive just in time to do my job and when I look at the clock,it already 12.30 ... hah,look how fast time fly ... huhu ... only on saturday I'm allow to wear jean and t-shirt ... and usually after work I do have something going on ... let say at some point I really enjoy working life but sometimes I do think I some kind of robot which had no life or let just say a boring life ... but my friends make things a little bit interesting ... listen to their problem and share mine ... I just glad I still have friends to share it with ... to me, it doesn't really matter if one person doesn't wanna hear u ... she/he not the only person in the world that u can share it with ...

listen and talk more ...
my scope of work really need me to listen more and ask question more ... well,I'm a practical student ... I'm here to learn about working and how to manage work ... maybe some of my friend had their friend at the same company ... but for me I start working alone with all eye on me wondering what I'm doing here ... owh ya, I their first intern there ... the first and only intern ... it really hard at first ... I just feel like scream at my place ... but soon I manage to mingle and keep a positive thinking ... and here I'm now ... survive without any familiar friends ... only new friends ... I'm proud with myself ... hehehe ...

11 januari

2010-01-11T04:36:00.000-08:00

one of my fav song which full with it own meaning ...
every person had a different view about this song ...
11 januari ...
same date today ...
hope u guy enjoy the song ...

what a night

2010-01-10T08:10:00.000-08:00

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life – you’re my sweetest nightingale
But I can’t hear it here no more
And I go
I go
Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

a night make me feel something different ...
something missing but I don't what ...
a night with full with nostalgia ...
I dream ...
and I hope it will not end there ...
hope, faith, courage, stay with me ...
help me to continue a journey called life ...

sabahat

2010-01-03T07:33:00.000-08:00

sebuah persahabat bermula tanpa kte sedari ... tetapi ape yg membezakan setiap persahabatan adalah ... bagaimana ianye kekal ... dgn siapa kte hendak berkawan ... bila  kite berkenalan ... sejauh mana keikhlasan sebuah persahabatan ... bg saya sabahat adalah sesuatu yg sukar utk diperolehi ... bkn sng kt hendak membinanye ... setiap persahabatan akan melalui satu peringkat di mana mereka akan diuji dengan satu dugaan ... jika kte boleh mengharunginye, maka iannye akn menjadi sebuah persabahatan yg sejati ... luckily, I had survive some of that obstacle and they become my besh friend now ... love them 

makin lme sy sedar betapa penting sebuah persahabatan lebih2 lagi apabila kt dilanda masalah atau berasa kesunyian ... bagi sy, sabahat adalah org yg kedua penting selepas kluarga ... sbb tue sekrg sy sgt syg kwn2 sy ... mungkin sy ad mengecilkan hati dan perasaan mereka tp mungkin sy xsengaja ... tp ape yg penting korg bertuah dpt knl sy ... ehh,sy bertuah dpt knl korg ... tq sabahat ...

lala

2010-01-02T08:21:00.000-08:00

sy nk tulis tp xleh ... tp sy nk gak ... tp xtau nk tulis pe ... akhirnye,entry jd camni je la ...
sekian ~

come

2009-12-27T00:23:00.000-08:00

every days I know ...
but I doesn't ready for this to happen ...
I know it will come whether I'm ready or not ...
the day will come ...
I just to scare to face it ...
I just hope I had done my very best ...
and soon I will let it be ...
one thing I know ...
I tired ...
n sometimes I think I a robot or even worse than a robot ...
I know I turning into one ...
to be a heartless person ...
evil and cruel to myself ...

di kala bosan

2009-12-14T05:53:00.001-08:00

kepada encik fareez n cik rauda yg slalu xde keje(jeles2) meh la dtg damansara tolong ak wat keje nie ... hahaha ... dr korg g download game ke tgk cite ke baik dtg tolong ak ... meh tolong ak ... hahaha ...

owh ya,cik rauda hepi belated birthday ... da tua da 'adeq' ak nie ... hahaha ... ak tgh tggu gak kot2 ko nk call ak gne xpax ko tue ... tp sape la ak nie ... hahaha ...

n kepada org yg kt KPMG tp slalu je kt opis client tue, meh la jenguk2 kwn kamu yg sorg2 je kt Mutiara Damansara nie ... cik Jihan,cik Anisa & cik Diyana ... sian ak lunch sorg2 ... padahal ad je opis mate tp nk korg gak ... hahaha ...

n kpd kwn ak yg kt EY tue plak, Boustead slh satu dr dr korgnye client ... so,meh la dtg audit kitorgnye acc ... xsabar2 nie ... hahaha ... klau xsilap Cik Aina & Cik Siti praktikal kt situ ... meh la dtg sini ... hehehe

n kpd kwn kt PWC tp xmasuk2 lg, bw2 la bersabar ek ... krg nnt korg tau la pnt camne lg2 sek da bukak tyme tue ... mesti Jam gle ... khas ditujukan kpd cik Nur & cik Eton ... (yg lain xigt sgt) hahaha ...

n kpd kwn kt negeri2 lain cthnye perak n kelantan terutamanye ... jgn lpekn sy kt sini ... khas ditujukan kpd cik Intan dahlia & cik Jinny ... n juga yg kt johor tue ... encik Ame yg ayah anta tiap2 ari (sgt jeles) ... slamat berpraktikal ...

n kpd Cik farahana yg da lama menyepi ... rindu sgt pada kamu ... apa khabar kamu di PNB ??? ble nk wat waffle utk sy ... jauh la nk melawat ... n cik Fad yg jauh di KL yg kata kn jln jauh nk g LRT ... hahaha .... Tirah yg kt mne ek kajang ke ... xtau la tp rindu bechaq2 smua !!! ble nk main bola jaring n futsal lg ???

kwn2 yg kt exxon(xtau camne nk eja) ... nnt da kaya raya dgn elaun tue jgn lpe la ak nie ek ... encik Afiq, encik zul, cik teah ... tau la elaun berlambak2 ... huhuhu

n smua la spe2 yg ak xigt nk tulis ... encik Aimran, encik Paan, Encik Meo, smua bdk2 class C n ex class D ... tetibe ridu kt korg sgt ... kpd encik meo,ak xheran la ko amik tittle class rep tue ... hahaha ... encik aki yg br blk keje slps 4 hari bercuti ... hahaha ... slamat bekerja ye ... yg mne2 tertggl tue, sorry sgt2 ... nnt la ak amik list batch tulis smua satu2 ... hahaha ...

n mostly commitee2 AFTAS ... da rindu sgt2 da ... da la nnt bkk sem da xleh nk masuk bilik aftas da ... masuk curi2 leh x??? hahaha ... rindunye nk wat event n also nk pening2 kepala benda2 yg bkn acc nie ... rindu sgt :(

what a week

2009-12-13T08:37:00.000-08:00

sok nk masuk mggu ke tiga start praktikal tp da sebulan lbh tgglkn UiTM ... td lalu sblah UiTM ponz cam sayu je ... (tipu sbnarnye coz pkr2 xyah rebut2 parking kt seroja or kn saman ngan pak guard) ... hahaha ... bkn la nk kata praktikal nie boring tp cam ad la gak kelebihan n kekurangannye cam xleh ponteng sesuka ati or tibe supervisor kata ari nie keje cancel xyah dtg ... hahaha ... sekrg lom lg btol2 menempuh dugaan trafic jam coz bdk2 tgh enjoy cuti lg ... cuti la lme2 biar smp ak abis praktikal ... xyah la jam sgt ... hahaha ...

weekend xde wat pape ponz juz hang out with lileen kt summit ... ad la beli 3 helai baju(bj gambar coke,kemeja hitam and blouse) and 1 blazer colour putih ... I like ... hehehe tp satu baju da izlyn kebas (bj coke... nasib la bj tue besar sbb xleh try kt situ) ... cis2 ... ak da jangkit ngan shikin la nie nk shopping byk2 or maybe sbb klau kluar ngan lileen je mesti beli brg ... lileen la nie goda ak ... (lileen tue my cousin) hahaha ... da la allowance xmasuk ak da sibuk2 shopping ... yela,by the tyme dpt gaji je da xde sale ... baik ak borong puas2 dl ... btol x??? target nk beli lagi satu heels or selipar or pape la utk pakai kt kaki ... klau leh sblom abis sale ... klau x,tggu la sale utk Chinese new year nnt ... klau xsilap tue la next sale ...

owh,nie smua lps blk dr keje ye ... ye,org lain tgh sibuk cuti daku sibuk keje ... keje ganti org maternity ... tue yg ad byk keje tue ... yg atas meja xabis lagi da bg yg lain ... kejap je nie smp org tue blk cuti ak MAYBE kn wat benda lain ... tp daku ske sbb xyah la lipat kertas byk2 ... hahaha ... tp kesimpulan yg dibuat adalah mmg every end of the month byk kertas kn lipat such as invoice and statement of account for every customer ... wee~ (leh laks wat kesimpulan pahadal br je 2 mggu keje ... xsmp sbln ponz) hahaha ...

malam tue kol 10 lbh ad project sikit ngan my sibling ... mle2 g kejut maid yg br je nk tido tp xjd sbb ak kacau ... g prepare desert 4 tommorrow(ahad) ... aunty ad wat meeting sikit utk kak marliza tunang next week ... da lme xde majlis camni ... smua org dtg sini utk event kawen ... ske sgt sbb cam leh jmp smua org n bz2 ngan tugas2 ... well,izlyn,nisrin,mama, bibik n me wat la desert tue same2(wat dadih je ponz) ... ad yg kacau2,ad yg masuk dlm peti, ad yg makan ... hahaha ... pendek kata kecoh la dapur tue ... meh sy igtkn masa tue da kol 10 malam ye ... hahaha ...

ahad ... juz g umah mak cik meeting bout next week event ... smua dok kt meja tue dgr ape ayoh mat ckp ... pas2 leh plak diorg tye knp yana xabik minit mesyuarat ... cis2 ... igt lg tugas ak tue ... tue tugas masa abg ja kawen dl ... kn jd tukang tulis lg ek ... klau da diorg tau ak nie la manusia yg plg xske tulis2 mase lect tgh ajr kt dpn ... ske bc sendiri dlm buku teks pas2 br igt2 ape lect tulis ... then br wat nota sendiri ... tue sbb ms lect ajr ak xtulis pape ... hahaha ... ok da menyimpang ... pape ponz tugas plg interesting is my very own dad jd tukang start majlis aka jd pengacara ... ak da gelak2 da td ... pasni kn blaja ngan ayoh teh la ek ... ke mane la tau sbnarnye ayoh teh yg blaja ngan my dad ... hahaha ... ak plak kn amik hantaran je ... pas2 usha2 sape2 yg ptt ... kot2 ad org ak knl ke ... slalunye xde ... hahaha ... makanan on that day is nasi berani, ayam goreng berempah, BUTTER PRAWN(my fav), kurma daging n apetah lg ... da lost masa die ckp butter prawn ... hahaha ...

then blk tue g umah nisa anta dadih n exerburance ... pas2 umah shikin plak ... leh plak nisa nk perisa strawberry ... demand plak ... kurni nk vanilla ... xpe2,nnt ak bg je la pic dadih tue kt kurni ... jd la ek ... hahaha ... yg shikin plak demand nk smp 5 ... die kata family die ad 5 org ... byk la ... da la die g mkn dua ... xpe2,ak tau ak wat sedap sgt smp ko nk lg kn ... btol x??? tue kire cam exchange la ko bg ak mkn cupcakes ari tue ... pasni ko nk bake ak ape plak??? cookies ??? hehehe ...

some day

2009-12-08T07:16:00.000-08:00

sometimes rs diri ini sgt selfish ... knp??? sbb cam slalu je org wat sakit ati ... pas2 lately cam amik xamik peduli psl org lain ... pas2 dpt tau something tp cam knp ak leh xtau ... cam knp ak nie ... benda cam2 ponz xtau ... trying really hard to keep in track now ... n xlpe ape yg ak ad utk kejar ape ak xde ... nnt da xde br sedar ... tp kt xleh puaskn ati semua org ... btol x??? pape ponz,kt berusaha utk menjd lbh bgus ... pehh,gle skema ayat ... hahaha ...

owh ya,td br je lps celebrate birthday afiq,izlyn and me ... besh2 ... mkn kt muhibah which is located at damansara ... damansara lg ... nk bosan ak g sne ari2 ... mlm ponz kena g sne ... pas2 mkn ais krim mcd mud pie ... ske3 ... hehehe ...

now planning something interesting 4 next week ... looking forward to do it ... :) tp agak cuak coz result da nk kluar ... wawawa ... takutnye klau xperform ... :(

1st week of training

2009-12-06T06:39:00.000-08:00

minggu keje yg pertama da abis ... ape yg daku rs ek ... first few days mmg rs nk give up sgt2 coz buat keje yg tah pape ... mmg agak menyedihkan r ... tp lps kn kaunseling ngan Yasmin(ms die tetibe dtg umah sbb nk wat project) ... hahaha ... cam terus ad perasaan yg berkobar2 nk wat something ... hehehe ... so far officemate(peehh,officemate tue) smua ok je tp ad r cam makcik nie cam annoying sikit ... tp biar la ... ak xkn keje ngan die ... so,ok r ... ape yg xbeshnye kn bgn awl sbb nk kn gerak awl ... tue je yg xbesh ... klau dl kn g klass awl sbb parking,sekrg kn g awl sbb takut jam ... haih2 ... maybe yg satu lg xbesh sbb ak kn keje SABTU !!! tue la yg xbesh walauponz setgh hari ... yg beshnye hye la ari sabtu xjam ... hahaha ... satu2 motivation ak adalah dl keje kt BK leh je survive smp xnk cuti ... so,hopefully keje kt sini ponz(Boustead Building Material[BBM]) ponz cam2 ... walauponz xdiberikan task yg sebtol2nye lg tp ok la ... walauponz xdpt g miri cam cik Raudhah sy tetap positive !!! hahaha ....

apa lg ek ... so far ad la lg dua benda yg menyesakkn otak ak ... tp xtau la camne nk deal ... da abis cara da ... juz wait la kot 4 something better to happen ... Just because something good ends doesn't mean something better won't begin ... btol tue Liyana ... kuatkn semangat !!!

thanz from me to u !!!

2009-12-04T06:55:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to me ... n also adeq yg penyibuk tiru birthday daku ... buek2 ... tgk kena kongsi kek ... nk gak letak lilin kt nama ... hahaha

tq so much to all person that wish me during my birthday last tuesday ... sori 4 da late thanz ... and also thanz to my bff 4 what they did a day before my birthday ... surprise smp bak kata aqma liyana masih dlm keadaan terkejut ... hahaha ... ptt r mint byk gle ckp mlm tue ... hahaha what happen that day u can view at their blog ... smp dua org buat so xyah la ak tulis lgkn ... hahaha ... n also thanz u guy 4 da present ...
leh view kt sini :
http://aqmazoal.blogspot.com/2009_12_01_archive.html#8463516681440441249
or
http://seemeinred.blogspot.com/2009/12/before-day-end.html   owhh yg beg tue my mum bg ... hehehe ... n also ad cupcakes tp da mkn dl sblom smpt amik pic ... hahaha ... sape lg wat klau bkn shikin ... hahaha ... last year ponz dpt cupcakes satu kotak thn nie ponz dpt tp mkn sikit plak ... thn dpn lg sikit ke ??? hahaha ... pape ponz mmg terharu r kt korg ... :)

gudluck 4 to all my friends that going for practical training

2009-11-30T01:50:00.000-08:00

gudluck korg for ur practical for 6 month ...
xjmp korg for about 7 months ...
rindu2 sgt kt korg ...
nnt da kaya tue jgn lpe blanje ak ek ... hahaha ...
all the besh n jgn nakal2 ... :)

Raya 2009

2009-10-03T10:04:00.000-07:00

raya da abis tp nk gak post pasal raya ... xkre ...
hmm, raya ... same like every year ... full with joy and happiness ... but it did occur to me that the magic of raya seem to lost bit by bit ... or it that only my feelings? anyway, I keep telling myself to enjoy the moment and try to keep the tradition and hope the memory will remain forever... this year, I try to capture moment that is consider unusual and also the some video to share with my friends ...

back to hometown which is Kerteh,Terengganu which where the mainly Petronas Get their oil from ... or a place where Rauda going to work after graduation ... (mesti die tgh wat mke die xske ble die baca nie) ... hahaha ....as usual the night before raya, main mercun dgn cousin tp cam da kurang besh sbb diorg main bunga api je ... dl ade la gak bw blk mercun2 haram ... xde la main mercun roket or mercun pop2 je or mercun mancis ... masa baru blk dr amik sate n ape tah ... owhh,beli KFC ... my uncle pasang mercun yg beshnye ... nk tau mercun ape ??? jom tgk video ...

xtau lakn jiran2 sebelah umah mara sbb main mercun malam2 buta ... ke diorg join tgk skali ... nasib la ...

pagi raya tue plak mcm biasa la maaf bermaafan ... salam2 nk dpt duit raya sbb still ak nie dlm budget diorg ... walaupon da umur nk masuk 21 tahun ... hahaha ... saudara mara jauh n dekat dtg umah tp tahun nie cam kurang plak bdk2 yg dtg raya kt umah ... agaknye diorg ponz da besar cam ak sbb tue da makin mls nk jln sbb tau confrim dpt mkn kuih raya n minum air tanpa dpt duit raya ... hahaha... seperti biasa amik pic bersame2 family ... huhu ...

kahar's family

Nor's family

khamsiah's family

Murad's family

n tahun nie ade wat satu tradisi yg xptt org lain ikut tradisi nie ... tradisi ape ??? hmm,mesti korg rasa kitorg nie xbtol pg tmpt nie masa 1st raya ...

mesra mall

Burger King during 1st Ramadan

unik tgk diorg pkai bj raya ... hehe

sy nk 1 set french chikin, 1 set black pepper, 1 set grill chicken

yg tgh tue mastermind ajk p mesra mall

the second day of raya - heading to Kota Bharu ... we usually 'singgah' for a moment at a so call restaurant... y??? because of ...

udang goreng

sotong goreng

kerepok lekor

we first stop at Pasir Puteh to visit my mother's uncle that had past away recently ... luckily we had visited him during Hari raya ... Al - Fatihah ... then we continue our journey to Kota Bharu ... we stop at Cik Yah's house before heading to Cik Su's house(where we going to stay for 2 days) ... at night we when to Cik Ning's house for makan2 ...

the 3rd day of raya, I had learn a new thing ... I learn how actually to make 'Roti Jala' ... well, below is the process how to make roti jala ...

masukkn tepung n air n ape tah sebyk brp tah

masuk brp tah biji telur

masukkn pewarna kuning secukup mata memandang

pusing2 atas kuali

angkat letak atas pingan

gulung2 ikut ske ati

hasil gulungan ... yg comel2 tue ak la yg wat ... haha

enak utk satapan tua dan mde

lepas penat menggulung2 roti jala (sebenarnye mls nak wat da), pas2 g shopping2 kt pasar ...

bazar buluh kubu

laman siti khatijah

pas2 raya ke berapa tah ...(sbb lme sgt) ... tido kt umah cik ning plak ... kt sane mcm2 aktiviti yg pelik sikit berlaku ... ape ek ...

ayam kepala dua ... hahaha ... actually yg bwh tue anak die

ayam hunt

a video of afiq yg poyo tp takut nk pegang ayam

ayam lps kn sembelih

ayam kn rendam dlm air panas

video psl nk cabut bulu ayam

ayam yg da bogel ... hahaha

nie je la yg rajin fdaku nk post utk kali nie ... brp lme benda nie tertunggak2 ... akhirnye abis gak ... :)

soon

2009-09-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

will post something bout raya ... juz need da tyme ... haih

~ Ramadan Spee ~

2009-09-20T06:09:00.000-07:00

same tradition every Ramadan ...
at least once ...
what ???
Buka Puasa with my family at hotel ...
this year we when twice and of course different hotel ...
both had different environment ...
but still I'm full and happy ...
huhuhu

let's start with the first hotel ...
it had been four years ...
we didn't visiting Hilton ...
a lot of changes ...
and of course more food ...
since picture tell a thousand word ...
so, enjoy ...

sirap

now the 2nd hotel for the year ...
JW Marriott Hotel ...
but this year, we didn't manage to get place beside the pool ...

second tag for the month

2009-09-12T10:33:00.000-07:00

1-Sudah berapa lama anda menggunakan handphone tersebut?
* dr 2006

2-Apakah wallpaper yang terpampang di skrin handphone anda.Dan terangkan mengapa anda memilih wallpaper tersebut?
* my cousin from my mum side ... slalu tukar2 every 15 days ...

3-Berapa jumlah "contacts" yang terdapat di dalam handphone anda?
* xtau camne nk check ...

4-Sila masuk ke 'contacts' dan pergi pada huruf 'M'.Berapa kenalan yang namanya bermula dengan huruf M?
* 26 ... tp ade yg nk di deletekn

5-Berapa jenis handphone yang anda telah guna selain handphone yang terkini?
* brp ek ... 4 kot

6-Rangkaian telekomunikasi yang anda gunakan? Nyatakan mengapa?
* maxis sbb dr dl gne no nie ... klau gne lain nnt org xdpt contact ... n also celcom sbb rmai gne celcom

7-Nada dering yang anda gunakan?
* natasha bedingfield - angel

8-Soalan terakhir.Nama orang yang tersayang (bf/gf) yang anda set dalam handphone?
* xnk ckp ... hahaha

chop3!!! i nak tag

Nisa
Diyana
aqma
mint
Rauda
Jihan (sbb die kata die bc blog ak)
Jinny (sbb die bg cupcake)

first tag for the month

2009-09-12T10:22:00.000-07:00

1. Beside ur lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
* korg rs ... hahaha

2. How did u feel when u woke up this morning?
* da siang ke ... cptnye ...

3. Who was the last person / people you took photo with?
* my family ... :)

4. Would u consider urself spoiled?
* kdg2 ... :p

5. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
* hmm ... yup

6. Do you want someone to be dead??
* kinda ... haha ... evil gle

7. What does your last text message say?
* ok,thanz ...

8. What are you thinking right now?
* assignment maf yg xsiap lg ...

9. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
* yup, defenitely.. :)

10. What was the time you went to bed last night?
* 12.00

11. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
* bkn tee tp bj kelawar ... at kelantan

12. Is someone on your mind right now?
* yess..

13. Who was the last person who text you?
* Ika

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.
1) Aqma
2) Shikin
3) Mint
4) Nisa
5) Afiq
6) Rauda
7) Amir
8) Diyana
9) Izlyn
10) Jihan

14. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
* errm,annas

15. Is no.3 a male or a female?
* tgh2 ... haha ... female

16. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
*cam kelakar je ...

17. What is no.1 studying about?
* Law ... tp die xmo jd lawyer

18. When was the last time you chatted with them?
* recently.. hihi

19. Is no.4 single?
* single la sgt ... hati n jiwa da berpunya ... hahaha

20. Say something about no. 2.
* ko utang ak rm 3.80... haha

21. What do you think about no.3 & no.10 being together??
* as a friend kot

22. Describe no.9.
* bdk gemuk ... hahaha

23. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
* slalu je diorg gado lg2 tyme odah pndg dgn slacknye ... hahaha

24. Do you like 8?
* My besh friend :)

25. How about 5?
* ermm ... :p

a hectic week

2009-09-05T02:33:00.000-07:00

currently alone in my bedroom ... Izlyn in the toilet getting ready to Hilton ... listening to Tailor Swiff - forever and always ... really bored ... suppose today we going to Big Book Shop but last minute it was cancel ... I wanted to buy a new pencil since my blue shaker when missing ... I only realize it yesterday during AIS ... I really need my pencil because next week I will have my second test ... so soon right but due to raya break and all, the lecturer (Cik Jun) make us to take the test earlier ... next week is consider a hectic week ... let see y it dat so ...

Tuesday
having a lab test on Mr Accounting ... still doesn't download the software yet because not enough memory in my laptop ... I need to delete the non - important things in this laptop first ... it actually a test on accounting software ... how to record a transaction ... it is difficult because we didn't had a lot of practice with the software ...

Wednesday
having my second test for FAR ... it cover the topic bankruptcy and provision for loses ... the topic on provision is kinda hard because I still doesn't understand the journal entries about how to reverse the impairment loses ...

Thursday
getting ready for my bel presentation which is a public speaking about mushrooms ... the topic was given by my lecturer ... I need to memorize and also prepare the slide ... only three slide ... but the most scary part is I need to memorize it without reading from the text and my presentation will be recorded ... we will watch the presentation back during classes and I think maybe our junior will watch our video back ... :(

Friday
presentation for bel ... it going to be two session and my presentation is on the evening ... wish me luck !!!

and also we had to finish the exeburance magazine by this wednesday ... so many work to be done ...

entry ape la nie

2009-09-05T02:03:00.000-07:00

have u guy ever faced a situation that u have to sacrifice for someone that we love the most ???
well,I have ... the question it why we have to coz in the end we the one that gonna hurt the most ...

~family~
the very important people in my life ... without them, xtau la ape yg jd ngan ak skrg ... klau dl xikut ckp diorg mesti sekrg da xjd cam org kot ... klau dl degil xnk blaja, xde la sekrg kt uitm n kn wat assignment crg nie ... hohoho ... syg sgt kt diorg smp sanggup wat ape je nk bg diorg hepi walaupon diri sendiri yg seksa gle kn blaja account nie ... mmg kdg2 ade gak gado tp klau xgado xbesh gak ...

~friends~
salah satu pelengkap idup ... tanpa diorg, sape lg nk bergosip ... nk kluar jejln ... nk wat assignment same2 ... sanggup wat ape yg terdaya slagi leh tolong ... tp kdg2 sedey gak sbb ak igt ak menolong diorg tp rupanye menambah beban je ... ade kwn yg ske smpn masalah diorg ... klau diorg xnk cite camne ak nk tau diorg ade masalah ... ke ak je xpeka yg diorg ade masalah ??? mungkin die lg selesa nk kongsi ngan org lain sbb tue xbgtau ak kot ...

ok,da xde idea nk tulis ape ... hahaha ... papepon, klau ade pape yg xpuas ati ngan daku or xske bgtau ak ek ... :)

pose

2009-08-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

wahhh,pejam celik pejam celik da nak pose da sok ...

well,kpd smua pembaca blog saya selamat menyambut bln ramadan and slamat berpose ...

kepada sape yg daku ade wat slh besar ke kecik ke sengaja ke xsengaja ke minta maaf byk2 ...

and also to all accounting shah alam students mostly part 6 degree shah alam fast track(pjg tol) gud luck 4 ur first test !!!

what should I do ?

2009-08-01T11:44:00.000-07:00

when I can't sleep at night I close my eyes and stare into the dark ... I stare into that blackness that stretches far beyond my closed eyelids ... I know now behind the screen of shut - eye, lies color ... It taunts me, dares me to open my eyes and lose sleep ... flashes of red, orange, yellow and white ... I refuse to open them ... I squeeze my eyelids together tighter to block out the light that keep us awake but a sign that there's life beyond ...

but there's no life in me ... none that I can feel, from where I lie at the bottom of the staircase ... my heart beats quicker now ... It's the only part of me cares, the only part that ever cares ... it fights to pump the blood around to heal, to replace what I'm losing ... but it's all leaving my body as quickly as it's sent, forming a deep black ocean of its own around me where I've fallen ...

rushing ... rushing ... rushing ... we are always rushing ... never have enough time here, always trying to make our way there ... need to have left here five minutes ago, need to be there now ... the phone rings again and I acknowledge the irony ... I could have taken my time and answered it now ... I could have taken all the time in the world on each steps ... but we're always rushing ... the blood continues to rush through me ... rushing ... rushing ... rushing ... maybe I'm rushing again ... maybe it's not my time to go ...

a week off

2009-07-29T04:21:00.000-07:00

currently at home resting ... all thank to h1n1 ... y ??? because UiTM was close for a week ... so, it a bad things or a good things?

advantages

finally I had by rest
finish all my work

disadvantages

all the program that I had to handle must reschedule
bored alone at home
my raya cuti kn potong

AFTAS COMMITEE 2009

2009-07-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

above is the slide I did during semester break ... sori if there any spelling mistake ... diz is a simple slide I manage to do ... due to no actually had a specific idea ... I'm not that creative ... still learning ... to do diz slide really need mood or else it will be a simple slide ... and diz slide also is a simple slide ... I like to make type of slide show because it remind me of something dat happen in my life ... for example, I make a movie about raya and also my life as student part one at UiTM ... it a good memory ... but then again, to do that this it really need a mood ... and mood I don't have ...

wednesday 22 July 2009

2009-07-22T00:22:00.000-07:00

currently stuck at AFTAS's room doing absolute nothing ... juz chatting with Paan through facebook ... maybe some of you wondering why I'm still here at Menara ... well, unlike my others classmate they doesn't have class this evening ... thier class end at 2pm (for this week only. because we replace our class earlier) ... but yesterday I found dat I had a friend that had a same 'luck' as I am ... his name is Tarique ... yeah2 ... maybe sometimes he can teach me far or maf ... or maybe arab ... hahaha ... ske2 je plan sendiri ...

ok,now I alone again since Paan had offline ... he wanna get some rest ... so jealous ... why Aftas doesn't provide a pillow in here or maybe perhaps I myself bring the pillow every wednesday ... hehehe ... now I'm wandering what my others classmate doing right now ... Rauda,Farah,Ame,Romeo,Aina,Siti,Hajar,Mida and others(sori,xigt smua nama since da kn guling ngan Romeo) ... maybe they are sleeping ... waaaaa ... wanna sleep too ...

bak kata Justice "ko mana knl erti pnat" ... well, that definately not true ... I do know what that mean but I had to do all my task ... I had set my goal for this semester ... but sometimes I still cannot manage my time well ... but right now it still under control but I had to sacrife something and that something is my sleep ... huhuhu ... it make me feel dizzy and tired sometime ... my friend aka Rauda siap ckp ko klau x meeting, cancelari, netball, bilik aftas, meeting lg mmg xsah ... well my dear rauda, ajk la ak p tgk wyg ke ... mkn ke ... confrim ak xp smua tue ... hahaha ...

according to my schedule ... mcm la ade ... there some event that need my attention ...

Sukan antara faculty ( manager netball and tennis)
Accounting day ( including explore race because it day same day and I wanna make sure thier welfare and all involving acc day)
Dean's List dinner ( Secretary)
Accounting Leadership Training 2009 ( organinzing commitee)
National accounting career conference ( as a participant)

well,it only temporary ... then I can have my beautiful sleep ... hehehe

ALC

2009-07-20T01:39:00.000-07:00

another tiring day at faculty ... why ??? because xcukup tido sebnarnye ... hehehe ... sendirinye la penyebab sbnarnye ... diz is da third week we get ourselves back at UiTM ... setakat nie da ada satu event ... enam meeting ... lima assignment ... baru tiga minggu ... haih ...

recent event yg cam menarik utk dikongsi is tetibe je dpt call from smbb kata Accounting Leadership Training cancel aka postpone ... perasaan masa tau tu bercampur2 ... xpercaya ponz ade gak ... sedey sbb cam da bersedia mental and fizikal nk naik kapal TLDM ... tp hepi pon ada sbb dpt berehat kt umah ... rehat ke ??? hahaha ... sbb sbnar xdpt belayar sbb kapal xdpt kelulusan nak belayar ... cv ape tah ... malam masa meeting tue terigt soalan Nuzul "nak kongsi ngan rakan2 mcm mana pengalaman nak hadapi rakan2 falkulti yang lain" ... well, to me kn perli ngan lecturer je la ... yg die ckp korg p camping nie utk ape ... utk barisan hadapan ke ... pas2 ngan justice n romeo ... xabis2 lg gelak2 ... ckp ak tgh berangan atas laut la ... cis3 ...

lately cam slalu mara2 aka emo sikit ... sori sgt2 sape yg daku terkasar bahasa ... xsengaja ... so,cover2 la ngan gelak2 ... padahal otak dok pkr keje ... huhu ... papehal,kn wat yg terbaik and amik tanggungjwb org da bg kt daku dgn penuh dedekasi ... pehh,ayat xleh blah ...

friendship

2009-07-11T10:34:00.000-07:00

today ...
12 July 2009 ...
is our third year of friendship ...
hopefully we can still be friend forever ...

back to school

2009-07-05T09:35:00.001-07:00

today ... 5 July 2009 ... after four year leave the school ... I, Liyana had come back to serve my beloved school ... cheh,ayat xnk kalah ...xde,my school ade wat ari keluarga ... aka family day ... last skali family day masa 2006 ... xsmpt pegi coz bz kt UiTM ...

well,semlm cam excited je smp xleh nk tido ... padahal da tido da ptg tue ... then,pg tue ade la org tue wat bising masa nk siap2 p sekolah ... so,da ter jaga ... ble nk terlelap je ade plak morning call srh bgn n jmp kt sekolah ... haih,nasib la blanje ak kupon ... hehehe ...

so, I prepared to go to school ... according to my plan,actually wanna walk with aqma,shikin n mint but since we are consider 'mls' n aqma offer to pick us up ... so,we end up go with the car but still to find the parking is so diffcult ... cam jln je dr umah ak yg xsmp satu kilometer tue je ... hahaha ... what we manage to get parking ... not that far but bak kata aqma, jimat la beberapa langkah from my house n ko nk jln ke pkai heel p sekolah ... hahaha ... ptt jmp brp friends kt sekolah ... tp ade la yg tgh tido la ... ada yg br blk n on da way nk dtg la ... yela2 ...

back to school make me feel really happy,joy plus sad ... all feeling come into one ... byk port yg da berubah ... still remember da memory some of the places ... ak terover plak igt kenangan kt sekolah ... yela,bak kata sani bkn cam org tue nama ade kt batu(btw,da la nama kt batu tue da slh !!! dua thn pttnye !!!) ... hahaha ... siut tol ... byk tempat da berubah cth cam blakang koperasi da dipggl Seafield Walk(attn aqma) ... dl pkai blakang co-op je ... hahaha ... ade lencana sekolah yg diorg reka gne penutup botol ... yeke ??? pas2 ade roundabout tgh2 jln tue ... ade bangunan baru utk form six(attn shikin) ...

rmai gak la kawan yg jmp kt sekolah td ... smua jumpa 'kekasih2 lama' ... cam ada la org tue, jmp crush form six die ... siap abik pic ... ade la sorg tue ckp kekasih lme die baru add die kt FB smp nyorok2 ... ade sorg lg tue plak kekasih lme die ckp konon2 xtau p mne tp die yg jwb p melaka ... pelik2 ... ade gak yg still cam xleave the high school(ayt aqma) ... knp ??? sbb perangai cam bdk2 ... xnk la ckp wat ape ... ade gak yg da lpe nama tp knl cam2 je la ... tp still,rmai gak batch kitorg ... cam bangga gak walaupon xde reunion yg dibuat setakat nie ... reunion 4,5 org tue ade la ... hehehe ...

and not to forget our beloved teacher ... setakat nie,dua je cikgu yg ingat kt ak ... Puan Khatijah and Ustazah Noriah ... yg lain ckp : owhh,da lain da kamu ... makin cantik ... owhh ... sbnarnye nk cover lpe nama ... xpe2,daku maafkan ... cam kagum gak diorg still igt nama ... tp mesti kecewa ak da bukak tudung ... sori2,nnt insyallah daku pkai blk ... one day ... plg xleh blah srh anta surat jemputan kahwin ... adoi la ... lmt lg ... hehehe lain la shikin nak anta anak die dlm masa sembilan tahun ... nk jd anak murid Puan Khatijah ... hehehe ...

ade gak amik pic tp nnt lps kn byr kt aqma RM0.50 satu keping ... nnt la da dpt daku upload ...

main2 tah

2009-07-05T09:27:00.000-07:00

THREE NAMES I GO BY

Yana (family)
Lyna (frens)
Ceti (yg dengki dgn ak ... hahaha)

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE

Burger King
Plus mile promoter
Aftas Commitee

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED

USJ 2
Kolej Melati
Perut my mum (hahaha)

TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH

Gossip Girl
Grey's anatomy
Prison break
Byk la lg ... nk list smua pjg plak

PLACES I WANT TO GO

Mekah
Disney Land
paris

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS

McD
Burger King
VS

THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO

happy lifestlye
Holiday and travel
get new hp ...(waaa,ble la nk dpt)

THREE FRIENDS WHO WILL REPLY

Shikin
Nisa
Raudah

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS

Taylor Swift
Back street boys
simple plan

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH

tenis
football
Netball

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS

Coke
Sunquick
Tea Ice

I'M TAGGING THE FOLLOWING

nisa
aqma
Mint
Ginny
Nur

tag sana tag sini

2009-07-02T08:21:00.003-07:00

The rules:
• Write three (3) interesting facts about the person who gave you this award.• Jot down ten (10) interesting facts about yourself or your hobbies.• Pick your seven (7) most deserving recipients and describe them.• Leave a comment on the recipients’ blog to tell them they’ve been tagged.

Here goes..three (3) interesting facts about the person who gave you this award
-Dendet Shikin
~ ske tgk wyg sorg2 (sgt kagum n nk try la wat one day)
~ ske dok atas pelampung lme2 smp sakit buntot
~ bleh la nk kata comel
lme gle ak pkr ape yg interesting psl minah nie ...

ten (10) interesting facts about myself or my hobbies..

~ ske bercakap
~ ske tgk wyg
~ ske makan fast food
~ ske bersukan
~ ske handle event
~ ske buli adeq2 and bibik
~ ske beli brg
~ ske bw kete laju2
~ ske jejln aka travel (one day I will travel by myself !!!)
~ ske baca kkomik

seven (7) most deserving recipients and their description..

~ Shikin (most sweet person)
~ Aqma ( most caring person)
~ Mint (most blur people)
~ Joanna ( most happy go lucky)
~ Ginny (nk bg die ilang bosan)
~ Nisa ( most thoughtful person)
~ Justice ( sbb xprh tgk die wat tag)

kemlsan

2009-07-02T08:08:00.000-07:00

emosi terganggu ...
kenapa ???
rasanye korg tau knp ...
mls nk ckp ...
alaa,kn ckp gak ke ...
sbb ...
sbb ...
sbb ...
klass da nk start ...
mls nk p ...
serious mls ...
ble nk abis nie ...

bahasa melayu?

2009-06-23T03:27:00.000-07:00

Sila jawab soalan-soalan ini dalam Bahasa Melayu sahaja.

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah : tentulah lelaki ...

2. Saya sedang mendengar : daniel bedingfield - if you're not the one (acoustic version) (sapelah kasi lagu nie)

3. Mungkin saya patut : sembahyang asar sekrg.

4. Saya suka : bawa kete laju

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya: xnak kluar makan malam dgn saya ... sedey2

6.Saya tak paham : kenapa saya saya tgh buat tag nie

7.Saya kehilangan : masa cuti yg melegakan kepala otak saya

8.Ramai yang berkata : saya seorg yg comel (waah,perasannye saya)

9.Makna nama saya :CAHAYA+ KELEMBUTAN= Nur Liyana

10.Cinta itu adalah : sesuatu yang unik

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang : bosan macam saya

12.Saya akan cuba : membuat diri saya tidak berasa bosan

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud : xde penghujung

14.Telefon bimbit saya : xde bateri

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur : saya terus tgk tv

16.Saya paling meluat apabila : ada org cuba nak jadi seperti org lain dan bukan dirinya sndiri

17.Pesta/Parti adalah : tmpt utk dapat makanan percuma

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah : ikan laga saya tapi da mati

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :masa bayi

20.Hari ini : hari selasa

21.Malam ini saya akan : tahan dari memakan pape

22.Esok pula saya akan : hantar adik saya ke sekolah

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan : hidup yang sempurna

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini : knp la saya nie comel sangat

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan : tempat untuk melepak

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun : Barat

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap : tengah2

28.Makanan segera adalah : makanan yang bila pegi mcd org tue hidang dgn segera!

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang: kenapa ek

30.Siapa yang anda mahu Tag?: nisa,shikin,aqma,mint,genie,paan,nur,semua yg follow blog saya

surprise

2009-06-19T05:43:00.001-07:00

In general,
people can be categorized in one of two ways,
those who love surprises,
and those who don't.
we like to be in the know.
we have to be in the know,
because often, when we aren't,
somethings happen,
okay, so my point actually,
has nothing to do with surprises,
my point is this ... whoever said
"what you don't know can't hurt you,"
was a complete and total moron,
because for most people I know,
not knowing is the worst feeling in the world,
there are so many things we have to know,
we have to know that we have what it takes,
and how to take care of each other,
eventually we even have to figure out,
how to take care of ourselves,
we have to know it all,
but as human beings,
sometimes it's better to stay in the dark,
because in the dark there may be fear,
but there's also hope ...

miracle

2009-06-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

I wander,
is there really happiness in life ?
I think hard but da answer is still da same,
try to be positive,
but all I can see is negative things,
I try everything,
da medicine I take doesn't not work,
then why I keep taking it,
better throw it away,
because whether take it or not take it,
I still feel da same,
everything happen for a reason,
god will not give diz to me if I cannot handle it,
Right now I just pray for a miracle.

house warming

2009-06-06T10:19:00.000-07:00

after a bored day at home today ... I went out with my family to my mother's friend at Manjalara ... kot la ... ak ponz xtau kt ne ... dkat2 ngan Kepong ... atas bukit ... da la byk roundabout ... png kepala tol ... we meet my aunty n her daughter at the signboard mn tah ... kebetulan anak my mother friend tue murid sekolah my aunty ...

xde wat pape ponz ... mkn2 n spt biasa la diorg ckp waah,liyana da basar la ... da 20 thn ... dl dtg kecik je ... mmg la,dl dtg ms darjah n form brp ... ms diorg wat birthday party ... hmm,mkn ape ek ... kambing panggang, kueh tiow, kek coklat, macaroni bakar,egg tart and orange juice ... lapar la ... tengah ari xmkn ...

pas2 p ronda2 umah die ... umah die besar wooo ... setiap anak die ade bilik sendiri except anak die yg dok asrama ... anak yg sulung die still form brp tah ... so,leh la korg guess anak die besar mn kn ... bilik kwn mama tue style gle ... xsmpt nk amik gambar tp lawa la ...

pas2 main kt fish spa yg xde la byk ikan ... geli seh ... tue br sikit ... pas2,ms nk kluar nk slm2 tue ... dgr kwn mama ckp : ari tue I ade ajk kwn2 MRSM dtg .. diorg main kt fish spa tue ... sok pg smp 4 ekor ikan terapung ... ade la tue kaki sape2 yg busuk ... tue die yg ckp ek ... bkn ak yg ckp ... ak dgr je ...

pas2,nmp satu kek nie ... waaah,mcm cheese kek ... nk blk da nie ... camne nie ... ckp kt mama nk kek tue ... mama kata amik la ... ape lg,ak n Izlyn n Afiq p la kt kek tue ... amik2 dgn tisu ... then,ms on da way nk p kt kete, bau kek tue ... rupenye kek Durian ... yuk2 ... ak bg aknye kt Lileen ... Izlyn bg kt mama ... tue la ... amik lg kek tue ... hahaha ...

bilik Najwa ... da only princess

at da stair

itik2 kesygan Izlyn

me n Lileen

cik & encik ikan

sibuk srh amik pic

fish spa

Yaya's Enggagement

2009-06-04T10:05:00.000-07:00

congrat to yaya n sape ek nama laki tue ... owh ya ... asmawi ... spt biasa lmt utk post maklumat terkini ... sehari slps 1DP iaitu 31 mei 2009, berangkat la ke Perak ... knp ??? sbb cousinku sorg nie nk bertunang ... kitorg cam berenam yg rpt la gak ... die yg plg tue ke kak marliza ... lpe la plak ... da tunang ... tp yg xbeshnye kn tunggu lme gle ... da la ak kn gerak kol 7 pagi ... camni kol 8 pagi ponz smpt je smp ... cis3 ... diorg dtg lmt gle ... da la pnt 1DP xilang lg ... mmg dlm kete tido je la ... smp kt Tapah ponz turun cam mamai2 ... cam jln smbl tido ... hahaha ... nasib xjatuh je ... pas2 mkn wantan mee ... nmp je sedap tp rupenye indah rupa dr khabar ... ehh,idah khabar dr rupe ... pape la ... janji xde la sedap sgt ponz ... hahaha ... pas2 nafsu berkata nk makan pau ... tp apakah daya ... mama kata blk karang beli ... yela ...

masa tunggu tue lme gle ... pas2 dpt pgg Adip Danial ... waaah,besh2 ... ari tue smp tertido die kt atas ak ... tp xdpt main lme2 sbb smua org nk jeles2 plak ak dok pgg die ... dengki tol ... nk main lme2 kacau je ... pas2 ms nk tunggu pihak lelaki tue, punya la lme ... brp kali la false alarm ... ye2 ckp da smp ... smp 5 kali kot ... geram je ... da la ngantuk ... nk tido !!! pas2,caterer tue tgh siap2kn makanan ... adoi la,bau die wat daku lapar la plak ... ble nk dtg nie ... akhirnye dtg gak ... klau die dtg lmt lg,mmg ak tido je kt atas ... hahaha ...

selesai sudah majlis tunang ... mkn tyme ... tgh2 mkn tunang yaya dtg ... die bg bunga ... waaa,nk bunga gak ... lawa seh bunga tue ... nk gak !!! hehehe ...

ok,nk blk da ... ape lg ... tido tyme ... tp of course singgah kt Tapah again ... tp xbeli ponz paunye tp dpt paw my uncle baskin robbin ... gedik tol ... padahal nnt ayoh nk beli satu bekas tue ... nasib la ... wat mke kesian dpt satu cup ... mama da wat mke cam sape srh uncle blanje ...hahaha ... taktik berjaya ...

tgk,ak da nk tertido da ... haih

kami smua

bersama2 hantaran ... agak2nye theme baju kitorg warna ape ek ...

xnmp plak bunga tue ... tp lawa!!!

dgn adip danial n naquiddin n dina ... smua kanak2 nk berkumpul sblah ak ... what can I say, sy cousin yg baik ... bkn xmature ek ... hehehe

1DP

2009-06-01T07:13:00.000-07:00

yeah,1DP da tamat ... ak mmg ske post benda lmt2 ... hahaha ... yupz,it on 30 May 2009 ... really fun n also tiring ... especially aerobic lakn ... thanz to Fad, Mira n Tira ... besh blatih aerobic utk 3 hari ... hahaha ... menyumbang kepada sakit pinggang n kaki ... tue blom main tarik tali ... klau main, mmg xleh la daku nk drive blk ... papehal,kt tgk video kt bwh nie ... nasib xclear sgt ... malu sy ... hehehe ...

camne daku leh setuju nk wat aerobic nie ponz xtau ... hahaha ... kali kedua bersatuju utk aerobic ... ayoyo ...
overall mmg besh la ...
owh ya,xlpe kpd cik Nur Shazana yg setiap kali game nk start,die mesti yg yg terawal aka first smp kt situ ...
ak nie ketua track ponz lmt ...
hahaha ...
tq to all commitee members and also to the volunteers ... nk sbut satu2 krg takut tertggl nama ...
so,sbt general je la ek ... hehehe ...

geng aerobic yg kurang sorg

where ever I go, laptop mesti gak daku sentuh

separuh or some of the crew

semua crew except sluar oren ... hehe

2009-05-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

lg 2 hari je 1DP ...
cuak2 ...
teruja ponz ade gak ...
brg2 xkemas lg ...
sok pg kelam kabut cr ...
hahaha ...
p kemas la Liyana ...
nk pkai bj pe ek ???
xmo pkai colour Blue,Black, Red n Green ...
nnt same plak ngan junior ...
sluar plak pkai sluar pe ???
jean ke track ???
confius2 ...
leh ke pkai jean ???
kasut ape nk pkai ???
selipar leh x ???
beg ape nk bw ???
beg plastik je leh x???

status

2009-05-25T00:27:00.000-07:00

not well ...
boring ...
hungry ...
nk pic from aqma tp die ckp lg 3 minggu ...
nk itot gak aqma p Redang ... hahaha ...
sakit pinggang ...
confius ...
tgh siapkn Freshies Digest ...
sleepy ...
practice ...
nk demam ...
kt luar nk ujan ...

keje pe nie ???

2009-05-22T03:12:00.000-07:00

adoiii tolong sy !!!
sy pnt ...
pinggang sakit ...
bkn tua ea ...
tp ade r ...
nnt korg tau gak ...
suprise2 ...
sekrg nie tgh rest jap ...
jap lg wat blk keje sakit pinggang tue ...
tp besh ...
da lme xbuat ...
huhuhu ...
mesti Aqma n Shikin kata ak buang tabiat tulis blog camni ...
hak3 ...

degree sem 5 (edited)

2009-05-17T09:07:00.000-07:00

well,it finally over ... after that MGT paper ... tired ... but kinda relief ... now, nk simpulkn ape yg ak dpt sem nie ...

the 1st thing:
learn how to be a leader ... is really hard actually but I still learning ... aiming to give da besh ... hehehe

the 2nd thing:
how to manage time ... sbnarnye xberjaya sgt ponz ... tp klau pkr2 blk,kla tolak masa ak termenung n tido n tgk movie(kt laptop) byk je sbnarnye masa ak ... tp disbbkn xberjaya sbb tue r smua jd kelam kabut ... igt lg 1st assignment yg smp sekrg odah nk ungkit die buatkn utk ak ... ye ar odah,ko yg buatkn utk ak ... terima kasih la bebyk ... ak xlpe la jasa ko yg wat FAR utk ak tue ... klau ko xwat,xde la ak dpt markah assignment far ... tq odah !!! really appreciate ...

the 3rd thing :
the subject ... I had to admit dat the subject is become tougher n tougher ... ye la liyana ... xkn la makin senang ... klau makin sng smua org leh la dpt 4 flat ... pe r ... hehehe ... tp makin lme makin mls la nk blaja ... sbb ape ??? sbb subject sekrg da byk membaca je ... so,cam agak nyampah la ... ak leh igt klau benda tue cam cite2 ... aka cam case te leh la igt cite ... tp nk igt fakta mmg x lakn ... amat lemah di situ ...

the 4th thing:
friends ... so many things happen ... lost a friend ... get new friend ... what happen lately had make me question why diz is happening ... make me question their motive ... kdg2 ckp lain tp buat lain ... so, please don't blame me for what I did ... I just had enough ... but now, I know who really appreciate me as a friend n who can accept ... sometimes ak terharu gle sbb org yg ak br je rpt tp really care for me ... n ade sorg dlm klass yg sedar setiap kali ak masam n slalu tny knp ... but setakat ak menjwb ade r ... hahaha ... jahat tol ak ... sape die ??? ade r ... and thanz sgt kt org2 kt umah Dalia ... hajar,siti,Dahlia, Mida, Aina,nazlin,adila,and fiza ... tanpa umah korg,xtau la mane ak nk p melepak ... hehehe ... terigt yg korg main potong rambut tue ... xsangka korg nk wat tol2 ... and thanz 2 odah n fara sbb byk sgt bersabar ngan ak tiap2 kali ade assignment n yg klau ak ngade2 ke ape ke ... tp besh gak la ... and odah, ble nk main squash ngan ak ??? sementara raket squash Mira ade ngan ak nie ... training utk SAF ... hahaha ...

the 5th thing:
subang's friends ... recent event make me feel I really2 miss the old time ... at school ... where everthing is under control ... terigt slalu main kejar2 ngan Aizat dl n terigt kes die ngan Aziyan yg klau belangkas nie gado smp guru displin ponz tau ... terigt party kecil2an yg slalu wat kt umah ak wif Aqma,Shikin,Joanna,Atika and kdg2 ade Mint (sbb die da p asrama) ... owh ya,igt xshikin yg kt p umah eza nk buat rambut yg kt p ujan2 tue ... pas2 jln p umah Diyana ... terigt peristiwa ak tendang kaki Sani sbb die xnk bg tunjuk pic ... pas2, igt slh anta msg kt Man smp terkantoi ... pas2 same2 ngan eza jual cd n bear kt sekolah smp tergado sikit ... kejap je la ... wei,rindu gle zaman sekolah ... cam bodo2 je dl ... hehehe ... tp rmai yg da lost contact n ade yg da p oversea ... rindunye kt korg ... n Aqma,ko igt xcd yg ko srh ak burn tue ??? ape yg ade dlm tue terlampau bahaya utk dipostkn ke youtube ... hahaha ... kanak2 tol ape kt wat tue ... cam org br knl ngan videocam ...(tp mmg btol ponz,jakun semacam) ...

tue je kot yg happen diz sem ... xde benda sgt ponz ... sj je nk tulis ... tp final ari tue mmg mencabar gak la ... pasni da xleh nk memain da ... huhuhu ...

tag owhh tag

2009-05-14T11:33:00.000-07:00

1. adakah anda rasa hot?
--> hot sgt ... knp ??? sbb subang nie panas gle !!! so sy sgt la hot aka panas

2. upload gambar kegemaran anda.
-->
3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
--> because it remind me of my family ... n I love to travel !!! tp still xbrani to go alone aka wif my friends ... one day !!!

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
--> wif my family ... domino's

5. Lagu terakhir yg anda dengar.
-->Tailor swiff - forever and ever

6. Apa yg anda buat selain buat tag ni?
--> chating

7. Selain nama anda sendiri, apakah lagi nama yang anda suka orang panggil anda?
--> yana ... comel ... ceti???

8. Tag lagi lima orang.
--> aqma
--> shikin
--> mint
--> nisa
--> salman (saje je srh die buat ... tau die xkn watnye ... sbb die blog ponz xde)

9. Siapa nombor 1.
--> one of my besh friend in da world ...

10. Siapakah nombor 2.
--> ponz my BFF ... currently tgh exam ... gudluck !!!

11. Orang no 3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?
--> last skali ngan si tutt ... sekrg ???

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang number 4?
--> die ??? skandal ade la kotz ... hahaha

13. katakan sesuatu berkenaan orang num 5.
--> die ckp nk bw p jln2 tp ngelat sbb kete die rosak !!! man tipu !!!

second tag :~

1. Copy badge "2009 cute blogger award" di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.
--> jap,sape cute nie ??? ak ke ??? hehehe

2. Link / ceritakan kembali siapa yg memberikan award ini kepada anda.
--> Ginny ... sbb die srh buat tag nie ...

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya.

-->1. hmm,tido di kala musim cuti nie
-->2. online n update pape yg ptt. friendster,facebook,
-->3. jd driver yg berjaya pada musim cuti
-->4. lepak ngan kekawan klau rajin nk kluar
-->5. tgk tv ... siap buat jadual tau ... next cite pe ... hahaha
-->6. hmm,nk kembali kepada manusia yg hot temper lately
-->7. ske sgt klau org blanje ... sape xskekn ...
-->8. ske kumpul bovel,baju baru tp xske pakai or baca ... ske wat koleksi je ...
-->9. ske bw kete laju2 sbb terigt ari tue aqma kata "ko bw 80 je" ... sejak tue mmg xprh bw kurang dr 80 kt highway ye ...
-->10. ske jd cam bdk2 kt umah ... smp mama kata "hah,mle la 2 wat prangai" ... hahaha

4. Enam orang penerima award seterusnya?
- shikin
- aqma
- mint
- ginny(boleh xawardkn lg skali)
- my uncle, ayoh cik
- Nur

congrat !!!

2009-05-10T04:58:00.000-07:00

special to my cousin :

congrat to my dearest cousin Tengku Nurlina with her husband Mohamad Sani ...

below are some of the photo on dat day ... :)

raja sehari bersantap

lileen

mama

ayoh

aunty linah n Aiman

my twin, Menni

juz one more

2009-05-04T08:47:00.000-07:00

satu je lg exam nk abis ... ble tiba tyme2 camni,mle la ters mls di hati nk blaja utk subject yg satu nie ... da la marketing n human resource ... elok benor la tue ... ak xske menghafal benda ... adoi la ...

td baca2 blog org ... baca la plak post ginny ... ginny,sy xsrh awk tulis psl Iz-iz ponz ... nnt sir Iz-iz tue perasan plak kt ckp2 psl die ... plg xleh blah yg part die amik paper kt bwh meja tue ... sy nmp kejadian itu !!! mke terkejut je awk ... hahaha ... masa tue sy pkr,gle dasat smp nk check bwh meja tp rupe2nye die nk pinjam nk baca paper tue ... hahaha ... jgn la pggl sy Miss president ... nnt org kata sy nk amik tmpt smbb plak ... class rep sudah ... hahaha ...

sem nie da nk abis ... nk wat rumusan plak nnt ... hehehe ... xpe,cuti byk je masa ... nnt krg ari2 plak ak mentaip blog nie tanpa ade tujuan ...

lately daku dikeliling ngan byk cite yg camne ea nk ckp ... hmm,yg lain dr yg lain la senang cite ... ble baca blog2 org,cam kt smua nie cam ade masalah yg same je ... haih ... sape tue xnk ckp ... teka2 je la ... hahaha ...

tgk blog shikin yg ckp psl birthday wish die yg berjela tue terigt la plak about masa form brp ea ... form 5 kot ... ape jd tyme form 5 ??? hmm, citenye camni ... masa tue nk celebrate birthday Diyana & Shikin ... mle2 wat list nk pggl sape je ... last2, rmai gle plak yg dtg ... tp yg klakarnye tyme nk jemput irg tue, bunyi invitationnye camni : nnt dtg ea birthday party shikin & diyana kt umah Liyana ... xke pelik bunyinye ... birthday org lain tp wat kt umah ak ... hahaha ... terigt plak dl slalu wat party antara kitorg berenam kt umah ak ... juz call mcd n having fun ... life is so damn simple back then ... enjoy n having fun ...huhuhu ...

currently cam tgh pkr satu benda ... nk ke xnk ... due tue current situation cam terpaksa buat je ... adoi la ... xske tol ... hmm,papehal sekrg da jd 60% da ... makin lme makin naik ... sometimes people know da answer but hate to admit it ... if I didn't know da answer I will not be in diz position ... but y I didn't admit it ??? is because of I hate da answers ...