pejamkan mata

ku pejamkan mata,
kau hadir disisi....
ku hulurkan tangan
kau sambut dengan kasih
tenangkanlah hatimu agar bisaku senyum
pejamkan lah matamu
jika rindukan wajahku~

ku pejamkan mata,
kau hadir disisi....
bisik mesra darimu,
menyemai kasihku....
bahagiakan dirimu,
agar bisa ku senyum...
pejamkan lah matamu
ku pasti disisi.......

untuk dikau kasih,
ku curahkan cinta suci...
yang tak mungkin terpadam,
akan terus membara...
bahagiakan dirimu
disaat ku tersenyum...
pejamkan lah matamu,
jika rindukan wajahku...
janjiku kepadamu,
aku pasti disisi....

merintih dalam jiwa,
pergiku tak kembali....
terpisah jua kita,
tak bisa ku ingkari...
sehati dan sejiwa,
kita telah berjanji...
pejamkan lah matamu,
ku pasti disisi.....
bahagiakan dirimu,
satukan lah hati,
dengan takdir jodohmu....

life is funny

life is funny isn't it? just when you think you've got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about something, and feel like you know what direction you're heading in, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west, and you're lost. It is so easy to lose your way, to lose direction. and that's with following all the signposts.

There aren't many sure things in life, but one thing I know for sure is that you have to deal with the consequences of your actions. You have to follow through on some things.
something had change. I know. I some point I hate the Liyana that I had become. But when I think about it, everything happen for a reason. If all those thing doesn't happen, I will not be this kind of person.

for example, if I don't have fight with a friend of mine when I was in form 2, I might not meet my 4 awesome besh friend. Ashikin, Aqma, Joanna and Yasmin. Each of u guys unique in your own way and for that I love u guys. n also diyana which had a similar name as mine u bright my day and hold most of my past secret life, hahaha . really enjoy if u're around but seem u miss ur bf more than me ... haha kidding!and to both my bf aka boy friend aka kwn lelaki (aizat n Irshad) u guys rock ... y? coz have to listen to every stupid mistake I told u guy and repeating the same sentences every times I mengadu.which is ak da ckp ko xnk dgr. hahaha.

going to finish my internship soon. going to miss my office mate although there so many drama that happen around the office that I really2 need to pekakkn telinga when listen to them. haha. but knowing them make me realize even though I complain but I still love the company. I think when I'm around, then place had been different.Y? because I change the 'atmosphere' there.

Uitm's friend. mostly now hang out with my dear Nurfadlina. she is very unique too n I never know other side of her which is xsangka ad dlm diri die. hahaha . in six month almost 4 netball game we played together(yeke 4?).really enjoy hang out with her. Rauda~ also a nice person I ever know. funny but can be serious person in the same time. glad I given a chance to be one of her friend. And one thing I miss the most is the time I spend together with Nuranisa. I really miss u n deep inside my heart feel 'terkilan' coz not really know u like before. n I don't know if u've any problem. what kind of besh friends is that? sorry nisa 4 not being able to be like before.

actually, ad byk lg nk cte psl org tp xde idea. spe2 yg xde kt dlm nie sori bebyk ye.

Be open to the new challenges

ada org ckp kt kn hadapi masalah ...
jgn lari dari masalah ...
sbb masalah tue akn menghantui diri kt nnt ...
yeke?
kenapa ak rasa kdg2 salah satu cari adalah utk kt lari dari masalah ...
sbb dgn lari dari masalah, kt dapat hindari diri kt dari terluka ...
kdg2 baik xtau dari tau sesuatu ...
sbb klau kt tau benda yg menyakitkn hati kt, kt juga yg terluka ...
so,bkn ke lari dari masalah dpt menyelamatkn diri sendiri dari terluka?
dtg dlm hidup seseorg ...
rpt dgn seseorg ...
membuatkn ak takut ...
takut kerana suatu hari nnt akn ada sesuatu yg memutuskn persahabatan kt ...
xkre la disbbkn masa,tmpt atau keadaan ...
yg pasti setiap manusia yg ak kn satu hari nnt tetap akn berpisah ...
cthnye rakan2 die tmpt praktikal ...
mungkin ak xske suasana n keadaan yg berlaku kt opis ...
atas sbb tertentu yg xleh dipaparkn di sini ...
tetapi ak xnafikan kadang2 ada masa2 yg ak gembira berada die sana ...
tp smuanye ak berakhir kurang dari 20 hari ...
enta la ...
dulu ak tau ape yg ak inginkn ...
tetapi sekarang?
ak da xpasti lagi ...
byk benda yg da berubah ...
ak xbersedia tp die tetap berubah ...
sesuatu xkn menunggu kt bersedia atau tidak ...
ia atau die tetap berubah sme ada kt ske or x ...
so,ape bleh disimpulkn di sini
Be open to the new challenges ...

bosan+lapar

selamat pagi smua ... Korg smua tgh wt pe huh?ak bosan la plak pagi2 nie kt opis...sj je try post blog melalui hp...gian nk type...ofismate da pelik da tgk ape la ak dok type laju bebenor(perasan laju)...bos reporting xdtg ari nie...die g east malaysia...bos yg bg keje xdtg lg...jam da kol 8.33...lmt lg la tue...
mls nk wt keje...kali nie kena evaluate n analysis brp harga contract n VO...xske sgt keje nie coz kn byk bertanya n jwpn akhir ak yg kena establish bkn cr figure ikut yg disediakn...da la figure yg ak bakal estabilsh tue bkn confrim btol...mati ak krg klau slh...nasib la...spe srh ak wt...hahaha
klar,manager da dtg...nk g wt keje...

something

something missing ...
something change ...
something different ...
feel like I lost something ...
feel that I'm not needed anymore ...
being treat differently unlike others ...
that get full attention ...
share everything ...
that I'm not allow to do so anymore ...
I had change because of u ...
to be a better person ...
all because of u ...
but y now I feel that I going to be worse?
to be a person that cruel and heartless?
y must I care what other feel while other doesn't even care bout what I feel?
I feel useless ...
I smiling but my heart crying ...
I laugh but my heart hurt ...
I ignore but I care ...
so,what can I do now ...
watching from far ...
n pray for your happiness ...
it good to be notice once ...

ak die dan wedges

sajak kt bawah nie ditujukan khas buat Aqma, Shikin n Tina ...

di ptg yg hening ...
duduk ku di sebuah tmpt dipanggil rumah,
rumah bukan sebarang rumah,
tetapi rumah penuh,
melihat hidangan yg sedap belaka,
debat antara fries dan wedges hangat diperkatakan,
tp enta kenapa wedges jadi pilihan,
sebakul wedges terhidang,
dgn aromanye yang penuh keaslian,
asli la sgt,
sedikit demi sedikit ak memakannye,
tp enta knp gigitanku yg terakhir hanya separuh,
lalu ku tgglknnye di atas meja,
masa berlalu pergi,
meninggalkan kenangan bersama,
betul kata mereka,
nafsu mengatasi segala,
apabila sedar, segalanye sudah terlambat,
pembaziran berlaku,
walau hanya separuh wedges,
tidak mampuku teruskan,
kata perpisahan perlu diucapkan,
tapi xmampu untukku lafaskan,
hanya sayu hatiku memandang,
terasa berat hatiku melangkah pergi,
tapiku gagahkan juga keranaku tau
itulah jalan yg terbaik,
selamat tggl wedges,
moga kt berjumpa selepasku bersedia,
untuk menghadapi separuh wedges,
tapi untuk sekrg,
selamat tggl wedges.

ada bakat xtulis sajak poyo?
hahaha

netball edited version

SUKAN MICPA
at last,slepas beberapa rintangan naik main netball ...berjaya gak main ... walaupon kalah tp puas gak sbb main liga bkn main kalah mati seperti dijangka ...juz teriklan gle psl xleh reserve tue ... berslah yg teramat2 ... tp as captain xrasmi kn gak buat keputusan kejam ... ssh gle nk wat keputusan ... mesti diorg kecik hati ngan ak ... waaaa ... maafkan ak ... terpaksa sgt ... siap da gado ngan urusetia tue ...

well, selepas pnat bertraining selama 3 hari ... klau xdpt main gak mmg xtau la kn ... ad prob sikit mlm tue last minit ... agak risau gak smp mkn pon cam xlalu ... hahaha ... tp dlm kol 10 cam2 da settle gak la ... alhamdullilah ...

main netball smlm agak besh gak la ... ad tujuh team je pon ... tp seperti biasa mesti kalah ngan apaacs ...sedey tol ... nie da kali ke tiga da nie ... ble nk menang pon xtau r ...

personally, seronok tue mmg la seronok tp knp rs main semlm xpuas ... cam xpnt ... ke sbb ak mls kejar bola ... xtau asl masa dua tiga minit yg pertama cam blur gle ... asl ak blur pon xtau la ... bak kata fad, lambat panas ... hahaha ...

Thanz 2 fad (yg menjaring kan goal tp hampir nk langgar tiang goal ... ampir je ... tp smpt thn ngan tgn), Mira ( yg berlanggar ngan pemain ragbi tp jatuh still gelak2 ... heran gak tue nangis ke gelak), Erun (pemain import utk mencukup kn team ... tanpa die,xleh la kitorg main ari tue), Afiq (yg juga byk menjaringkan goal n menepis aka merampas bola ... gaya basket amat berguna juga nmpnye), syahiran(ada bakat terpendam bermain c tp lmt digilapkn ... klau x,da lme da srh main c) and shafiq (pemain ragbi yg bertanggungjawab melanggar mira ... hahaha) ... tq korang sbb sudi main utk CASABECHAQERS ... n xlupe juga kepada Aimran yg pnt2 je dtg dr jauh tp xdpt main ... nn aki yg da semangat gle blaja rule netball tp xdpt nk tunjuk bakat ari tue ... tp jasa korg utk dtg amat2 dihargai! n kepada penyokong2 spt Farhan,Didy terima kasih kerana dtg!

SUKAN NR
juga bermula dgn pelbagai rintangan ... bak kata adila,team kt nie asyik ad je masalah dari dulu lg ... xde nama la, silap kire la, tue la nie la ... hahaha ... bermain dgn 8 pemain sahaja (ak,Adila,Fad, Mira,Jana,Fida,Mar n Zat) knp 8? sbb dua lg player (Najwa n Tia) xdpt join last minit ... sedey2 tp nk wat camne ... da berusaha mencari juga player tp xleh ...

game ari nie lg penat dari hari tue ... ada 11 team yg dtg bertanding ... maybe sbb ari tue xbyk gne tenaga coz ad tenaga lelaki tp ari nie ak kn jd c ... gle pancit btol ... terlari sane terlari sni ... nk patah da kaki ... nasib pkai angle guard ... kalu x,mmg cram abis la td ...

team yg dtg bertanding hebat2 belaka ... gerun gle tgk diorg siap ad couch ... kitorg nie traning 2 kali je ... tue pon bkn atas court yg btol ... da la xde simpanan ... main gle2 pancit la ... first half ok tp masuk 2nd half da pancit ... mne xnye team lain tukar2 player ... sob3 ... xpe2, byk benda br yg dpt ari nie ... slain dari muka da bertambah2 hitam ... skali lagi padan mke spe srh main netball saat2 tgh panas nie ... hahaha ...

thanz skali lagi kpd Adila( yg sanggup turun utk join main), mira n fad ( paksa rela kena main netball lg), Jana, Mar n Zat(sori klau termara2 dlm court td) n juga Fida (yg kn g MICPA klau xnnt kn gugur taraf) hehe ... n najwa n Tia( sedey sgt korg xleh join ... tp xpe ... training ngan korg pon besh!!! hehehe) TQ sbb main utk BECHAQ MIX td ... weeee ~