come

every days I know ...
but I doesn't ready for this to happen ...
I know it will come whether I'm ready or not ...
the day will come ...
I just to scare to face it ...
I just hope I had done my very best ...
and soon I will let it be ...
one thing I know ...
I tired ...
n sometimes I think I a robot or even worse than a robot ...
I know I turning into one ...
to be a heartless person ...
evil and cruel to myself ...

di kala bosan

kepada encik fareez n cik rauda yg slalu xde keje(jeles2) meh la dtg damansara tolong ak wat keje nie ... hahaha ... dr korg g download game ke tgk cite ke baik dtg tolong ak ... meh tolong ak ... hahaha ...

owh ya,cik rauda hepi belated birthday ... da tua da 'adeq' ak nie ... hahaha ... ak tgh tggu gak kot2 ko nk call ak gne xpax ko tue ... tp sape la ak nie ... hahaha ...

n kepada org yg kt KPMG tp slalu je kt opis client tue, meh la jenguk2 kwn kamu yg sorg2 je kt Mutiara Damansara nie ... cik Jihan,cik Anisa & cik Diyana ... sian ak lunch sorg2 ... padahal ad je opis mate tp nk korg gak ... hahaha ...

n kpd kwn ak yg kt EY tue plak, Boustead slh satu dr dr korgnye client ... so,meh la dtg audit kitorgnye acc ... xsabar2 nie ... hahaha ... klau xsilap Cik Aina & Cik Siti praktikal kt situ ... meh la dtg sini ... hehehe

n kpd kwn kt PWC tp xmasuk2 lg, bw2 la bersabar ek ... krg nnt korg tau la pnt camne lg2 sek da bukak tyme tue ... mesti Jam gle ... khas ditujukan kpd cik Nur & cik Eton ... (yg lain xigt sgt) hahaha ...

n kpd kwn kt negeri2 lain cthnye perak n kelantan terutamanye ... jgn lpekn sy kt sini ... khas ditujukan kpd cik Intan dahlia & cik Jinny ... n juga yg kt johor tue ... encik Ame yg ayah anta tiap2 ari (sgt jeles) ... slamat berpraktikal ...

n kpd Cik farahana yg da lama menyepi ... rindu sgt pada kamu ... apa khabar kamu di PNB ??? ble nk wat waffle utk sy ... jauh la nk melawat ... n cik Fad yg jauh di KL yg kata kn jln jauh nk g LRT ... hahaha .... Tirah yg kt mne ek kajang ke ... xtau la tp rindu bechaq2 smua !!! ble nk main bola jaring n futsal lg ???

kwn2 yg kt exxon(xtau camne nk eja) ... nnt da kaya raya dgn elaun tue jgn lpe la ak nie ek ... encik Afiq, encik zul, cik teah ... tau la elaun berlambak2 ... huhuhu

n smua la spe2 yg ak xigt nk tulis ... encik Aimran, encik Paan, Encik Meo, smua bdk2 class C n ex class D ... tetibe ridu kt korg sgt ... kpd encik meo,ak xheran la ko amik tittle class rep tue ... hahaha ... encik aki yg br blk keje slps 4 hari bercuti ... hahaha ... slamat bekerja ye ... yg mne2 tertggl tue, sorry sgt2 ... nnt la ak amik list batch tulis smua satu2 ... hahaha ...

n mostly commitee2 AFTAS ... da rindu sgt2 da ... da la nnt bkk sem da xleh nk masuk bilik aftas da ... masuk curi2 leh x??? hahaha ... rindunye nk wat event n also nk pening2 kepala benda2 yg bkn acc nie ... rindu sgt :(

what a week

sok nk masuk mggu ke tiga start praktikal tp da sebulan lbh tgglkn UiTM ... td lalu sblah UiTM ponz cam sayu je ... (tipu sbnarnye coz pkr2 xyah rebut2 parking kt seroja or kn saman ngan pak guard) ... hahaha ... bkn la nk kata praktikal nie boring tp cam ad la gak kelebihan n kekurangannye cam xleh ponteng sesuka ati or tibe supervisor kata ari nie keje cancel xyah dtg ... hahaha ... sekrg lom lg btol2 menempuh dugaan trafic jam coz bdk2 tgh enjoy cuti lg ... cuti la lme2 biar smp ak abis praktikal ... xyah la jam sgt ... hahaha ...

weekend xde wat pape ponz juz hang out with lileen kt summit ... ad la beli 3 helai baju(bj gambar coke,kemeja hitam and blouse) and 1 blazer colour putih ... I like ... hehehe tp satu baju da izlyn kebas (bj coke... nasib la bj tue besar sbb xleh try kt situ) ... cis2 ... ak da jangkit ngan shikin la nie nk shopping byk2 or maybe sbb klau kluar ngan lileen je mesti beli brg ... lileen la nie goda ak ... (lileen tue my cousin) hahaha ... da la allowance xmasuk ak da sibuk2 shopping ... yela,by the tyme dpt gaji je da xde sale ... baik ak borong puas2 dl ... btol x??? target nk beli lagi satu heels or selipar or pape la utk pakai kt kaki ... klau leh sblom abis sale ... klau x,tggu la sale utk Chinese new year nnt ... klau xsilap tue la next sale ...

owh,nie smua lps blk dr keje ye ... ye,org lain tgh sibuk cuti daku sibuk keje ... keje ganti org maternity ... tue yg ad byk keje tue ... yg atas meja xabis lagi da bg yg lain ... kejap je nie smp org tue blk cuti ak MAYBE kn wat benda lain ... tp daku ske sbb xyah la lipat kertas byk2 ... hahaha ... tp kesimpulan yg dibuat adalah mmg every end of the month byk kertas kn lipat such as invoice and statement of account for every customer ... wee~ (leh laks wat kesimpulan pahadal br je 2 mggu keje ... xsmp sbln ponz) hahaha ...

malam tue kol 10 lbh ad project sikit ngan my sibling ... mle2 g kejut maid yg br je nk tido tp xjd sbb ak kacau ... g prepare desert 4 tommorrow(ahad) ... aunty ad wat meeting sikit utk kak marliza tunang next week ... da lme xde majlis camni ... smua org dtg sini utk event kawen ... ske sgt sbb cam leh jmp smua org n bz2 ngan tugas2 ... well,izlyn,nisrin,mama, bibik n me wat la desert tue same2(wat dadih je ponz) ... ad yg kacau2,ad yg masuk dlm peti, ad yg makan ... hahaha ... pendek kata kecoh la dapur tue ... meh sy igtkn masa tue da kol 10 malam ye ... hahaha ...

ahad ... juz g umah mak cik meeting bout next week event ... smua dok kt meja tue dgr ape ayoh mat ckp ... pas2 leh plak diorg tye knp yana xabik minit mesyuarat ... cis2 ... igt lg tugas ak tue ... tue tugas masa abg ja kawen dl ... kn jd tukang tulis lg ek ... klau da diorg tau ak nie la manusia yg plg xske tulis2 mase lect tgh ajr kt dpn ... ske bc sendiri dlm buku teks pas2 br igt2 ape lect tulis ... then br wat nota sendiri ... tue sbb ms lect ajr ak xtulis pape ... hahaha ... ok da menyimpang ... pape ponz tugas plg interesting is my very own dad jd tukang start majlis aka jd pengacara ... ak da gelak2 da td ... pasni kn blaja ngan ayoh teh la ek ... ke mane la tau sbnarnye ayoh teh yg blaja ngan my dad ... hahaha ... ak plak kn amik hantaran je ... pas2 usha2 sape2 yg ptt ... kot2 ad org ak knl ke ... slalunye xde ... hahaha ... makanan on that day is nasi berani, ayam goreng berempah, BUTTER PRAWN(my fav), kurma daging n apetah lg ... da lost masa die ckp butter prawn ... hahaha ...

then blk tue g umah nisa anta dadih n exerburance ... pas2 umah shikin plak ... leh plak nisa nk perisa strawberry ... demand plak ... kurni nk vanilla ... xpe2,nnt ak bg je la pic dadih tue kt kurni ... jd la ek ... hahaha ... yg shikin plak demand nk smp 5 ... die kata family die ad 5 org ... byk la ... da la die g mkn dua ... xpe2,ak tau ak wat sedap sgt smp ko nk lg kn ... btol x??? tue kire cam exchange la ko bg ak mkn cupcakes ari tue ... pasni ko nk bake ak ape plak??? cookies ??? hehehe ...

some day

sometimes rs diri ini sgt selfish ... knp??? sbb cam slalu je org wat sakit ati ... pas2 lately cam amik xamik peduli psl org lain ... pas2 dpt tau something tp cam knp ak leh xtau ... cam knp ak nie ... benda cam2 ponz xtau ... trying really hard to keep in track now ... n xlpe ape yg ak ad utk kejar ape ak xde ... nnt da xde br sedar ... tp kt xleh puaskn ati semua org ... btol x??? pape ponz,kt berusaha utk menjd lbh bgus ... pehh,gle skema ayat ... hahaha ...

owh ya,td br je lps celebrate birthday afiq,izlyn and me ... besh2 ... mkn kt muhibah which is located at damansara ... damansara lg ... nk bosan ak g sne ari2 ... mlm ponz kena g sne ... pas2 mkn ais krim mcd mud pie ... ske3 ... hehehe ...

now planning something interesting 4 next week ... looking forward to do it ... :) tp agak cuak coz result da nk kluar ... wawawa ... takutnye klau xperform ... :(

1st week of training

minggu keje yg pertama da abis ... ape yg daku rs ek ... first few days mmg rs nk give up sgt2 coz buat keje yg tah pape ... mmg agak menyedihkan r ... tp lps kn kaunseling ngan Yasmin(ms die tetibe dtg umah sbb nk wat project) ... hahaha ... cam terus ad perasaan yg berkobar2 nk wat something ... hehehe ... so far officemate(peehh,officemate tue) smua ok je tp ad r cam makcik nie cam annoying sikit ... tp biar la ... ak xkn keje ngan die ... so,ok r ... ape yg xbeshnye kn bgn awl sbb nk kn gerak awl ... tue je yg xbesh ... klau dl kn g klass awl sbb parking,sekrg kn g awl sbb takut jam ... haih2 ... maybe yg satu lg xbesh sbb ak kn keje SABTU !!! tue la yg xbesh walauponz setgh hari ... yg beshnye hye la ari sabtu xjam ... hahaha ... satu2 motivation ak adalah dl keje kt BK leh je survive smp xnk cuti ... so,hopefully keje kt sini ponz(Boustead Building Material[BBM]) ponz cam2 ... walauponz xdiberikan task yg sebtol2nye lg tp ok la ... walauponz xdpt g miri cam cik Raudhah sy tetap positive !!! hahaha ....

apa lg ek ... so far ad la lg dua benda yg menyesakkn otak ak ... tp xtau la camne nk deal ... da abis cara da ... juz wait la kot 4 something better to happen ... Just because something good ends doesn't mean something better won't begin ... btol tue Liyana ... kuatkn semangat !!!

thanz from me to u !!!

happy birthday to me ... n also adeq yg penyibuk tiru birthday daku ... buek2 ... tgk kena kongsi kek ... nk gak letak lilin kt nama ... hahaha

tq so much to all person that wish me during my birthday last tuesday ... sori 4 da late thanz ... and also thanz to my bff 4 what they did a day before my birthday ... surprise smp bak kata aqma liyana masih dlm keadaan terkejut ... hahaha ... ptt r mint byk gle ckp mlm tue ... hahaha what happen that day u can view at their blog ... smp dua org buat so xyah la ak tulis lgkn ... hahaha ... n also thanz u guy 4 da present ...
leh view kt sini :
http://aqmazoal.blogspot.com/2009_12_01_archive.html#8463516681440441249
or
http://seemeinred.blogspot.com/2009/12/before-day-end.html owhh yg beg tue my mum bg ... hehehe ... n also ad cupcakes tp da mkn dl sblom smpt amik pic ... hahaha ... sape lg wat klau bkn shikin ... hahaha ... last year ponz dpt cupcakes satu kotak thn nie ponz dpt tp mkn sikit plak ... thn dpn lg sikit ke ??? hahaha ... pape ponz mmg terharu r kt korg ... :)

gudluck 4 to all my friends that going for practical training

gudluck korg for ur practical for 6 month ...
xjmp korg for about 7 months ...
rindu2 sgt kt korg ...
nnt da kaya tue jgn lpe blanje ak ek ... hahaha ...
all the besh n jgn nakal2 ... :)

Raya 2009

raya da abis tp nk gak post pasal raya ... xkre ...
hmm, raya ... same like every year ... full with joy and happiness ... but it did occur to me that the magic of raya seem to lost bit by bit ... or it that only my feelings? anyway, I keep telling myself to enjoy the moment and try to keep the tradition and hope the memory will remain forever... this year, I try to capture moment that is consider unusual and also the some video to share with my friends ...

back to hometown which is Kerteh,Terengganu which where the mainly Petronas Get their oil from ... or a place where Rauda going to work after graduation ... (mesti die tgh wat mke die xske ble die baca nie) ... hahaha ....as usual the night before raya, main mercun dgn cousin tp cam da kurang besh sbb diorg main bunga api je ... dl ade la gak bw blk mercun2 haram ... xde la main mercun roket or mercun pop2 je or mercun mancis ... masa baru blk dr amik sate n ape tah ... owhh,beli KFC ... my uncle pasang mercun yg beshnye ... nk tau mercun ape ??? jom tgk video ...

xtau lakn jiran2 sebelah umah mara sbb main mercun malam2 buta ... ke diorg join tgk skali ... nasib la ...

pagi raya tue plak mcm biasa la maaf bermaafan ... salam2 nk dpt duit raya sbb still ak nie dlm budget diorg ... walaupon da umur nk masuk 21 tahun ... hahaha ... saudara mara jauh n dekat dtg umah tp tahun nie cam kurang plak bdk2 yg dtg raya kt umah ... agaknye diorg ponz da besar cam ak sbb tue da makin mls nk jln sbb tau confrim dpt mkn kuih raya n minum air tanpa dpt duit raya ... hahaha... seperti biasa amik pic bersame2 family ... huhu ...

kahar's family

Nor's family

khamsiah's family

Murad's family

n tahun nie ade wat satu tradisi yg xptt org lain ikut tradisi nie ... tradisi ape ??? hmm,mesti korg rasa kitorg nie xbtol pg tmpt nie masa 1st raya ...

mesra mall

Burger King during 1st Ramadan


unik tgk diorg pkai bj raya ... hehe

sy nk 1 set french chikin, 1 set black pepper, 1 set grill chicken

yg tgh tue mastermind ajk p mesra mall

the second day of raya - heading to Kota Bharu ... we usually 'singgah' for a moment at a so call restaurant... y??? because of ...

udang goreng

sotong goreng

kerepok lekor

we first stop at Pasir Puteh to visit my mother's uncle that had past away recently ... luckily we had visited him during Hari raya ... Al - Fatihah ... then we continue our journey to Kota Bharu ... we stop at Cik Yah's house before heading to Cik Su's house(where we going to stay for 2 days) ... at night we when to Cik Ning's house for makan2 ...

the 3rd day of raya, I had learn a new thing ... I learn how actually to make 'Roti Jala' ... well, below is the process how to make roti jala ...

masukkn tepung n air n ape tah sebyk brp tah

masuk brp tah biji telur

masukkn pewarna kuning secukup mata memandang

pusing2 atas kuali

angkat letak atas pingan

gulung2 ikut ske ati

hasil gulungan ... yg comel2 tue ak la yg wat ... haha

enak utk satapan tua dan mde

lepas penat menggulung2 roti jala (sebenarnye mls nak wat da), pas2 g shopping2 kt pasar ...

bazar buluh kubu

laman siti khatijah

pas2 raya ke berapa tah ...(sbb lme sgt) ... tido kt umah cik ning plak ... kt sane mcm2 aktiviti yg pelik sikit berlaku ... ape ek ...

ayam kepala dua ... hahaha ... actually yg bwh tue anak die

ayam hunt


a video of afiq yg poyo tp takut nk pegang ayam

ayam lps kn sembelih

ayam kn rendam dlm air panas


video psl nk cabut bulu ayam

ayam yg da bogel ... hahaha

nie je la yg rajin fdaku nk post utk kali nie ... brp lme benda nie tertunggak2 ... akhirnye abis gak ... :)

soon

will post something bout raya ... juz need da tyme ... haih

~ Ramadan Spee ~

same tradition every Ramadan ...
at least once ...
what ???
Buka Puasa with my family at hotel ...
this year we when twice and of course different hotel ...
both had different environment ...
but still I'm full and happy ...
huhuhu

let's start with the first hotel ...
it had been four years ...
we didn't visiting Hilton ...
a lot of changes ...
and of course more food ...
since picture tell a thousand word ...
so, enjoy ...

sirap

now the 2nd hotel for the year ...
JW Marriott Hotel ...
but this year, we didn't manage to get place beside the pool ...