Rintih hati

Hati ini ingin menjerit,
Tapi pada siapa,
Tiada siapa yg paham isi atiku di kala ini,
Menjerit meronta,
Kadang kala dunia ini tidak adil bagiku,
Aku tau kita hendaklah redha dgn ketentuannya,
Tapi di kala ini aku tidak mampu lg memujuk diri ini utk menerima,
Utk saat ini aku berasa kalah,
Dulu aku rasa diriku hebat,
Tapi itu dulu,
Tapi kini makinku rasa kerdil,
Apa yg harusku lakukan,
Mengalir setitik dua air mata namun tiada siapa tau,
Pengalaman mendewasakan aku,
Banyak perkara terjadi yg ssh hendak ditarik balik,
Teruskan dgn apa yg ada,
Bersyukur dgn kehendaknya,
Apa yg pergi jika terbuka hatinya,
Akan kembali...

double A2 xjd

berdasarkan tajuk di atas ... hahaha ... mmg xjd sbb xjd nk buang atiqah ... hahaha ... n tambah sorg lg A2 ... hak3 ... diselamatkan ... hmm, utk thn nie da abis dua job and currently tgh other small job sblm satu lg public listed co ... hehe ... ready utk jd senior ke??? enta la tp yg pasti kena gak ready (walaupon takut) ...

prh ckp kt aqma if da start keje, kena ada benda yg kena korbankan ... macam ak ... family, kawan, keje, bf and blaja ... AND diri sendiri ... mmg plg byk antara smua2 tue keje la yg plg amik banyak of my time ... tp kadang2 lantak la keje tue ... hahaha ... utk start keje nie mmg ak kena let go utk sambung blaja kt oversea ... blk ke Boustead ari tue mengingatkan ak betapa ak nk sambung blaja kt oversea tp ak xready masa tue and sekrg pon xkot ... enta ... tp yg pasti ak anta travel one day ... itu pasti ... haha ...

byk benda yg takutkan ak sbnarnye but some how I have to face that fear and hope for the best ... and byk juga benda yg regret dlm hidup nie tp benda da jd ... walau camne kt cuba btolkan tp still xkan boleh berubah ... got over it and appreciate apa yg ada depan mata ... klau btol benda tue akan diperbaiki. soon tetap akan btol gak ... ok da merapu ... hormon xstabil la nie ... hahaha ...

come on liyana ... u can do it ...

double audit associate 2

why ouhh why ... aknku menjadi gila ... tetibe je boss kena release atiqah from job nie ... tidakkkk ... will update this entry after know what happen after peak ~

2012

new year ... I know ari tue da awal thn for islam calendar ... now is new year in this world calendar ... haha ... da melalut2 ... hope this year I will 'rajin' updating my blog ... haha ... I wish ... this year I will have to deal more and more work ... currently my workload not keep decreasing but keep increasing day by day ... I already have three companies in hand and one of the companies is listed companies which have a lot of subsidiaries ... peak period is around the corner ... with Atiqah, Diana and Rizal and new team member Villasini to complete it ... haha

this year I which I can balance more of my time for study, work, family and friends ... I hope I can go for my holiday and enjoy it every second of it ... last year I went to Singapore ... how this year can go somewhere too ... just wait and see ... hehe ...

I really tempted to buy new phone whether Iphone or android but sometime I think I don't need it since I have Ipad ... but still all my best friend using Iphone ... yup, I'm the one who currently working but they get to change the Iphone ... haish ... well, I guess I just save the money to buy better handphone in the future ... owh ya, wish to buy the car too ... (tamak gle nak beli macam2) ...

I hope I will learn a lot since (hopefully) next year I already going to handle tougher job ...