ramadan and keje

sbnarnye ada benda pon nk tulis tp cam sj nk type2 ... kecewa xdpt nk type gne IPAD ... so, main gne keyboard co pon jd la ... haha

nie first time ramadan smbl keje ... surprisingly, xde la pnt ... ngantuk tue ada la sikit2 ... maybe sbb tgh buat rushing job kot .. sbb tue la cam xrs pnt ... first 2 week bkk pose kt umah ... tp lps2 tue buka pose kt office xpon kt client ... buka dgn chipmore pon bleh .. haha ... nk wat camne ... tgh busy ... huhu ...

freezing friday

dear Friday ... such a cool day and quiet day ... I'm in the crowd full off people aka my collegues but still I sit by the corner alone with my earphone listen to all song while doing work ... then while bored read some of my friend blogs and notice how much I missing updating bout them ... some I really worried what they become but I know i have no right to stop them to live their life ... I kinda MIA for sometimes due to my workload and now part time ACCA ... not that I'm complaining but I kinda loss in my own world that only see work work and work ... not that I try to be with my friend but during my free time I need to have a little break for myself such as watching online movie and mostly SLEEP ... yeah, that what I'm laking of now ... haha ... what to do ... I choose this kind of world ... so, I have too ... one of my friend said, I never change ... still busy and busy ... workaholic? I don't think so ... if I am, I'm not blogging rite now ... hahaha ... deep in my heart, I scare that I cannot be to next step ... so many things to know so many new stuff ... IFRS, IAS, form to fill, procedure to follow ... ahh, I don't know ... soon, I will have junior that going to ask question that going to be difficult to answer ... hayaa, life getting difficult ...

bck to the topic of my friends ... so many things happen that I scared that I also don't know ... I kinda worried but what can I do? to them, I an outsider ... I'm not the place they referr anymore for advice or share story simply because I'm not there when they need me ... just a loser I am ... so, now I have no say ... just gossip with the rest of my friend to know their story ... haha ... to all my friend that I have lose contact and also to friend that purposely don't wanna contact me aka hate me ... hope all of you are doing fine and do feel free to msg me ... gonna catch up for lose time ...

I also don't know what the purpose of this entry ... you can say dat I'm bored doing the consol but cannot tie ... haish ... confuse also ... I can feel the atmosfera that they also no mood today ... is friday ... but all pretend busy ... if anyone see me, they'll know that I don;t busy with my work coz I'm typing so fast ... even writing anatical review is not this fast ... haha ... or am I busy chating? other half and hour I'll we leave this building ...