Thursday, January 28, 2010

weee~

hmm,akhirnye ... da settle pon ...
step by step liyana ... yeah ...

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

cry out loud

I don't know what to think right now ...
betul ke salah ke ak xtau ...
arrrghhh,tension ...
cpt la abis benda2 nie ...
xske la ... sob3 ...
da fact nk cte kt org tp xleh ...
nk share pon xtau camne nk explain ...
leh gile ak lme2 nie ... ayooo
pleaaassseeee ... spe2 leh tolong x?
btol2 da mls nie ... sob3

Sunday, January 24, 2010

life of a practical student

only buy something that u like ... and make sure u like what u choose ...
this conversation happen between DGM, CCM and I ... talking about chair inside his room whereby he buy his own chair ... he doesn't like the executive chair (beige in colour) ... maybe not suitable for him ... the question is, where he put the executive chair ... I wonder ... maybe if I found it, I exchange it with my orange normal chair ... hahaha ...

even a small error such as forget to stapler, underline the words, organize the paper and etc is important to the upper management ...
currently since helping CCM to prepare all the analysis, report and finding to be summitted to the upper management ... by doing this I had to be very perfect in preparing my report ... of course before summit it to the management, my manager will check my work first ... there are some time I really really 'malas' to do it ... so, the reward I get is to redo it almost everything ... hahaha ... padan mke ...

communication is very important to get something ...
at first, I really having a hard time to communicate with my colleagues because mostly they are Chinese ... people in account department is really friendly but something they talk in Chinese even when I am around ... well, sometimes I know what they talking about but most of the time I just listen n 'buat2 phm' ... hahaha ... my manager once told me that she 'sengaja' asked me to go and make paper trail at sales department ... this because by doing this, I have to asked the sales people about where to find purchase order ... the delivery order can be found at account department ... it difficult to find certain document since it does not have standard ways to file all the documents ... different person different filling ... ayoo ... other task is to communicate with all the salesman about their sales and customer account ... I always had problem to remember name ... it took me a month to actually 'hafal' and 'kenal' them ... hahaha ...

some information aka gossip must keep to myself ...
it normal with every company to had a little bit of drama ... my office also face some drama which cannot disclose here ... but the drama it not that 'teruk' ... it still under control ... and also, it really interesting to know why certain customer cannot pay their debt and all ... I learn this when I do legal action against them ... (pdn mke sbb byr lmt) ... but sometimes I know that it not their fault they make the payment late ... human behavior is the main factor here ... maybe the first time is still acceptable but not for many times ... 'naik lemak r camtu' ...

my boss doesn't her employees to make noise ...
well,I guess every boss doesn't like their employee to make so much noise ... but we do actually ... hahaha ... mostly when she not around, my colleagues kinda speak much more louder and joking around ... sometimes I feel I in the classroom where our teacher had a meeting and there a prefect watching us and soon will report to the teacher ... not so much different here where I know someone tell my boss what happen when she not around ... she really don't expect that we will be completely silent and sit at our place and do our job innocently, do her? if that the case, she really an alien or something ... hahaha ...

working saturday is not that bad ...
it true coz only on saturday I can go to office on 8 o'clock in the morning without facing any jam ... arrive just in time to do my job and when I look at the clock,it already 12.30 ... hah,look how fast time fly ... huhu ... only on saturday I'm allow to wear jean and t-shirt ... and usually after work I do have something going on ... let say at some point I really enjoy working life but sometimes I do think I some kind of robot which had no life or let just say a boring life ... but my friends make things a little bit interesting ... listen to their problem and share mine ... I just glad I still have friends to share it with ... to me, it doesn't really matter if one person doesn't wanna hear u ... she/he not the only person in the world that u can share it with ...

listen and talk more ...
my scope of work really need me to listen more and ask question more ... well,I'm a practical student ... I'm here to learn about working and how to manage work ... maybe some of my friend had their friend at the same company ... but for me I start working alone with all eye on me wondering what I'm doing here ... owh ya, I their first intern there ... the first and only intern ... it really hard at first ... I just feel like scream at my place ... but soon I manage to mingle and keep a positive thinking ... and here I'm now ... survive without any familiar friends ... only new friends ... I'm proud with myself ... hehehe ...

Monday, January 11, 2010

11 januari

one of my fav song which full with it own meaning ...
every person had a different view about this song ...
11 januari ...
same date today ...
hope u guy enjoy the song ...

Sunday, January 10, 2010

what a night

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life – you’re my sweetest nightingale
But I can’t hear it here no more
And I go
I go
Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

a night make me feel something different ...
something missing but I don't what ...
a night with full with nostalgia ...
I dream ...
and I hope it will not end there ...
hope, faith, courage, stay with me ...
help me to continue a journey called life ...

Sunday, January 3, 2010

sabahat

sebuah persahabat bermula tanpa kte sedari ... tetapi ape yg membezakan setiap persahabatan adalah ... bagaimana ianye kekal ... dgn siapa kte hendak berkawan ... bila kite berkenalan ... sejauh mana keikhlasan sebuah persahabatan ... bg saya sabahat adalah sesuatu yg sukar utk diperolehi ... bkn sng kt hendak membinanye ... setiap persahabatan akan melalui satu peringkat di mana mereka akan diuji dengan satu dugaan ... jika kte boleh mengharunginye, maka iannye akn menjadi sebuah persabahatan yg sejati ... luckily, I had survive some of that obstacle and they become my besh friend now ... love them

makin lme sy sedar betapa penting sebuah persahabatan lebih2 lagi apabila kt dilanda masalah atau berasa kesunyian ... bagi sy, sabahat adalah org yg kedua penting selepas kluarga ... sbb tue sekrg sy sgt syg kwn2 sy ... mungkin sy ad mengecilkan hati dan perasaan mereka tp mungkin sy xsengaja ... tp ape yg penting korg bertuah dpt knl sy ... ehh,sy bertuah dpt knl korg ... tq sabahat ...

Saturday, January 2, 2010

lala

sy nk tulis tp xleh ... tp sy nk gak ... tp xtau nk tulis pe ... akhirnye,entry jd camni je la ...
sekian ~