something

something missing ...
something change ...
something different ...
feel like I lost something ...
feel that I'm not needed anymore ...
being treat differently unlike others ...
that get full attention ...
share everything ...
that I'm not allow to do so anymore ...
I had change because of u ...
to be a better person ...
all because of u ...
but y now I feel that I going to be worse?
to be a person that cruel and heartless?
y must I care what other feel while other doesn't even care bout what I feel?
I feel useless ...
I smiling but my heart crying ...
I laugh but my heart hurt ...
I ignore but I care ...
so,what can I do now ...
watching from far ...
n pray for your happiness ...
it good to be notice once ...